happy

Finally open school but i didnt attend because Monday is public holiday so just holiday till Monday la.Sunday go school for wat?sleep pulok...yesterday my sister sent me 5 clip about AMYWAY.The speaker really geng!He has the potensi....i laugh n laugh.....He talks about health and life n product.

my 'wonderful 'holiday

Saturday i asked job.
Sunday i worked.First day im strange.
Monday i worked.Super boring.
Tuesday i worked.It's ok because i went to my friend's house n gossip and i turn the radio to english fm.Oh....finally i can listen english word.
Wednesday i dont know how would it happen.....
Conclusion these days are boring!!!!
i have been tought before want to change another higher pay job but i received my mother advice.Another sad things,im be the mosquitoes's food.i think im tasty for them.....

'lim-teh'

i phoned my father at 1.05pm but he arrived at 2.10pm.i have been waiting him for 1 hour,u can imagine how patient me are...wei mong come after 15 minutes so we went lim teh at Uncle Chua.Two super gossip girl sitting there n sharing one big bowl of ABC n keep gossiping.haha.finally reload just now...oh 10 dolar flies....

english film

i have been watching english film 1 hour ago.same words they said like asshole,fuck...for them are normal but for us are vulgar.i think if i used all those word my friends my family going to set off me...hahaha.high tea tomorow~~

my first time

oh today my class have 21 student before 9 o clock,but after 9 o clock all went back.aiyo~make me no mood nia....when 12 o clock i curi curi go back.hahaha.first time ponteng sekolah.really fun!yesterday i found a blog which is writing about Twilight!omg....the background...the picture.....the video.....so i have an idea is.......im going to be follower of this blog.hehehehe.

sucks computer....i switch on the computer but the screen din responed...zzz.second time i on the computer again,play not over 15 minutes the screen gone black!omg.....

sexy

Omg one more time i see him,i can feel that he is more sexy than i think.no wonder Ah Mong Mong fall in love with him,beh guai la.....when look him at 50 degree,omg he is sexy man!i like the way he wear earings,the eyes when he fall in love with a woman.....

shocked

i just received a bad new...it is sad.A form 3 student got H1NI this virus!ouc.......im gonna wear mask to school,im gonna crazy.....the world end soon.it ends faster than im think.i receive message from my dearly friend she told me she is not going to school tomorow n so all my friend.lol.one of my friend,wei mong she ajak me lets not go to school tomorow!omgness......im not going to school for 2 days,my father gonna blame me but my mother dont mind.haha.actually i feel sad too because i cant meet him.His face,his eyes and his back.....

To whom break up at this time

-If You Really Love Something Set It Free.
-If It Comes Back It's Yours,
-If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be.
-Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do.
-Love is never lost.
-If not reciprocated,it will flow back and soften and purify the heart.
-Forget the time she walked by,
-Forget the times he made you cry,
-Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same.
-Forget the times he held your hand,
-Forget the sweet things if you can,
-Forget the times & Don't pretend,
-Remember now he's just your friend.
Sometimes it's hard to love someone because you're so afraid of losing them

dont cry ever~~

ponteng day

Today some of my friend go TER n some of my classmate din attend to school included me too.haha.i think nearly half of the class...Wei Mong fall in love with Lee Jun Ki!She crazy with him now.....actually her love sign same with my previous sign.haha.i had bought Lee Jun Ki cup n his necklace at Korea only.....i remembered i ask my mother to give me some money to buy his shirt but my mother deny...sad lah!The cup i have used for two years n so he's not my worship star anymore....haha.The virus had trasmit to her.kia~kia~

hatred

i have great breakfast n great time before afternoon but after afternoon the situation changed a lot.So it started when i go to Norma tuiton.Sit beside me is a girl call Chiou Ping and then is Sze Wern n Chiou Voon.Today Chiou Voon did not come to tuition because nobody can fetch her so Sze Wern call Chiou Ping to sit her right side.What the hell she is!I think she porposely want me be alone.Sometimes im pity her because her making friends style had let many people quite aversion of it.lets see how poor is her popularity.first she is the one who always find her 'standby' friend to talk when her best friend is not there.Second when her best friend not there nobody going to talk to her.How pityful she is......Third you can see she only with one friend in n out whenever they go.Come on changed your making friends style!Dont let everybody aversion of it.

Tomorow going to start again from bloody Sunday.The lame assembly n the sucks teacher n headmaster.i dont know why the headmaster likes to talk more longer about the previous problem which teacher had mentioned.He's crazy....Im going to have a boring day tomorow but Monday im free because Martin has cancelled the tuition.hehe.

Today my mother introduced me a part time work which work in her friend's husband shop.Just do some trivial matters for 6 days maybe the pay will be 2 hundred.Sounds good!but i scare it would just a hope,not real.....im going to meet him start from tomorow...is quite bored.

great morning

i never thought that i will wake up when it is 12 in the afternoon.is late...i think i had sleep for 12 hours start from today 12am to 12pm.hahaha.this is the best morning which i love.In library wei mong told me again she was touched when she see my blog which is talking about me n that guy.Gossip again in the library.hehe.library start using computer system this month,good lah not need mark down the details by using hands.lazy man....tonight my school have 'Wei Sin's Night',the ticket cost 20 doalr because have 19 presentation n 1 dolar for the rented chair.what the hell....

有时偶尔会想起和他的事情不过那些都是几年前的事情。说真的有一点怀念。我问过我自己什么是喜欢可是回答不出。然后我就问Cedric，他给我的答案我很满意可是我就是不想承认喜欢他。可能是喜欢的还不够深吧因为我不相信学校里的爱情能天长地久也没有安全感。

love is a force

-If I know what love is, it is because of you.

-You know you truly love someone when everyday you meet islike the first time you fall in love.

-You're always there when I close my eyes.

-You give me something no one else can,a reason to live.

-Touch my mind and I will think of you... touch my heart and I will never forget you.

-When we get close, I want you to know that I get all weak and want to hold you forever.

-I love when my heart smiles, but the best of all, it smiles because of you.

-I never knew what love was all about until I started looking to you; no one ever tried to tell or show me, so I finally figured it out for myself. What you need is someone who without you can't breathe.

-Meeting you was fate,becoming your friend was a choice, falling in love with you was beyond my control.When you finally find someone who you want to spend the rest of your life with, you want the rest of your life to start right away.

-You're the reason I believe in loveand you're the answer to myprayers from up above. All we need is just the two of us,my dreams came true because of you

-Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you, but trusting them not to

-I wish I could be your tear drops,for what more could anyone askfor then to be conceived in your heart,born in your eyes, live on yourcheeks, and die on your lips
Because the distance between us is so great,my arms cannot reach you, but because my love for you is just as great,my heart does

失眠

差 不多每一晚，我都会失眠。躺在床上即使闭上了眼睛我都睡不着。脑子都会想着有的没的，很辛苦。我都快受不了了。已经躺在床上两个小时了我却睡不着，不知 道怎么了头脑一直会想着某些不想看到的映像。在最巅峰的时刻，我只好做腹放。吸气的时候，肚子胀到最满；吐气时腹部收缩。半个小时后我才能安详地入眠。

情绪上的爆发都会在做瑜伽的时候释放出来。啊！舒服多了。恼人的事情都抛于脑后。

那个性感的眼神和行为让我为之疯狂。当然我也学会让自己的魅力提升。怎么个提升？当然有我自个儿方法嘛。

昨天我坐在扶梯上，摇着脚，嚷嚷地一直说好累好累，好想回家。看向左边时，我看见他那一班的朋友，没看到他的出现所以我不加以多想，可是他们经过时竟然有他的出现。好意外呀！那个时候我正说着明天不去学校了，我想他应该会听见吧。

我已经精疲力尽了，无力再干些什么。对于人生我还存于一些冲劲可是....我多么想喝醉呀因为可以让我更容易入眠也让我的人生添加一点情趣。这样我的行为举止会更大胆一些....
我半醉时和一个小男生拍的照片。别怀疑，他不是我的男友

new feeling

i just watch a bridemaid movie.its' very touching and great.She has been bridemaid for 27 times!the 28th she married of course with the one who she loved.Is very derseve for me to waste time on watching this movie and i learnt many english word which i dont know.is good....is good...

today do nothing at school but only have two period biology class.boring~9 am we are the only class go Jabatan Kimia for 100th annivesary.hahaha.Teng said she was jealous...lolz.i met him in my class and on the staircase.Is suprising me n im happy of this.

this afternoon my mother fetched me go to the shop for requesting job.Bloody shit the bos's wife rejected.What the hell she said im not enough age n need wait until 18 years old.18 years old?!im not at KT this small town,im at Malacca working with high payment.You think im rare to work for you?You block my earn's way,thats no way to forgive you.

Im not attend school tomorow because i love home.yucks!is that truth?exactly!Im the one who in charge in doing all housework.is good...because can burn fat.so that the reason why i eat a lot still remain the same size.quiet proud of this lar...these few days im missing mei chin but she's coming back after fews day.

My result is poor.So im trying hard to solve this problem but i cant.Anybody can be strict on this to me.Im finding this person hardly.I thinked before asking the help of the that guy but im not courage enough and i dont have chance to talk to him.Maybe i need to wait for next year because he is sitting SPM this year,im scaring of he cant pay full attention on his studies.I dont want to be the one who destroy his success on studies.lol.You will think that im considerate to him?lol.i also dont know the answer...find youself...

dam it

On sunday the first two period is physic subject.Sometimes i really lazy to go lab because a lot of mosquitoe and is quite far for me....By not wasting the time i brought my book to the lab.When i read till half the teacher is coming!1 2 3 i quickly throw my book down to the floor.i thought the teacher wont see it but....my friend said i can pass to others but i dont.When MT class i got permission from sir Lim and find the bloody teacher.While walking my friend asked me to turn back because the teacher was behind us and she is laughing!Absolutely she is laughing at me because she knew im going to please her.lol.im not courage enough to face the teacher....Everytime i find her she would laugh at me.Im looks like a fool who fooling by the teacher.A doll?!Finally i found her.She is sitting in front of the laptop.while im pleasing her i can see her lip bent....forbearance.i gave her my promise that no more next time or else she can tear my book!i bet her wont do it because the book is too thick for her to tear.hahaha.

oral!

what is going now?oral test?omg!i havent prepare yet.At last minutes,hui xian and me sing when u say nothing at all.i remembered when im singing my heart beat faster n my leg is shaking!just shake a bit lar....im scare u know...
that's amazing how you can write through my heart,
without saying a word u can light up the dark.
try as i may
i cant never explain
what im hear if you dont say a thing
the smile on your face
let me know that you need me
that's the truth in your eyes
saying you never leave me
the touch of your hand
says you catch me wherever i fai
you say the best
when you say nothing at all
all day long i can hear people talking out loud
but when you hold me near
you drown out the crowd
try as they may they would never define
what been heard is your heart and mine....

holiday soon!

i like holidays!He likes holiday!She likes holiday!We like....holiday!holiday means work!i gonna work for the whole week for earning tat 100++ dolar,a bit not worth la because my sister work in pc fair for 3 days got RM300.wow great!my sister said work in Malacca for one month the payment already is 1000++ unfortunately i havent 17 years old.i want to buy skinny jeans,shirt,Kenny Roger's muffin,treat my sister go Korean house,tattoos and high heels shoes!that's all?not just half of my list.haha.yeaterday i make a new tattoo on my left hand.cool man!i love it. wild rose...as wild as me.haha.im not animal

laugh

i like to laugh.i means laugh very loud n non stop.i like tat feeling.it makes me be stronger to face my problems.

当我看见他的出现时，我的心不由自主的紧张。不知道眼睛该看哪里，手摆哪里。有时和朋友看见它时，朋友都会暗示我而我却装傻。哈哈。看见他上线时很想去跟 他交谈可是我没那个胆，我怕他的回答会让我失望或者是会感到失望当他没回我时。很想和他当个经常会交谈或接触的朋友，我是不想只当朋友。我很贪心，我要得 更多。他会知道我要什么吗？我想不会吧因为我没告诉他.....

complicated

i want money!im poor now!my pocket money is kosong!the time is not belong to me now because it flies fast.im getting older n older n my school life getting shorter n shorter.haiz.....is not fix!im going to work for my holiday travel.im going to pay myself.haha this time i will go more places to travel so my money used up soon.....can anybody sponsor me?haha.left not much time now.....i cant believe it my biology get 50 marks!wooh......shock!

suprise

my sister tell me can fish watermelon fish,dogfish,banana fish,strawberry fish,apple fish and coconut fish in pet society.wah its' cute n nice.so i keep buying the food n fishing.when im using my second acount suddenly receive amanda's message she said can see my previous acount,that means my previous acount able to use already.wooyeah!

complicated

when i heard my friend say today dont have Martin tuition,i thought she is blafing me but it is real!haha i can stay at home for whole day....Wooo....i felt a little bit boring because nothing to do in four period which is no teacher again.lol.when recess i go n find my physic teacher.when i step into the room all of the teacher sitting there n eat include my physic teacher.at that time i straight away turn away n quickly go out.my friend say teacher laughing at me because she got my book....haiz.i wan read that book la bacause its interesting......the time goes slow....i waited the school bell to ring for a long long time.finally the last period but the teacher like to act dont know the bell ringing so i always late!but luckily my friend automatically greet the teacher.hahaha i can go fast....