big mistake

today wei mong fetch me go library because my parents went to sona.at there suddenly they talk about cuting hair on their own.i want to cut hair la but only want cut a little bit.if go saloon must be cost 4 or 5 dolar like that,expensive lar.after going back i take the scissor and cut my in front hair on my own.until half suddenly cut a little bit much already,so half short half long.hinz.......so i just can let me hair be oblique,i means 斜海 .hope my friend wont laugh n i am going to kill myself.....very scare if they thought ugly,i dont want ugly la.......

若即若离

前几个月，我搬出后面和你一起坐，原因是和欣怡的性格不和。相处几个月后，年中考试过后，你却对我冷漠，一句话都不想和我讲，十只手指都可数，到底发生什 么事情，你要以 这样的态度对我，我自认没做错什么事情。一句话都不想和我讲。。。。。这个问题困扰我很久很久很久，你好像一有机会就跑过位，和我一起坐很辛苦吗？我是怪 兽还是你对我有意见，每次都是我主动问你问题或者和你讲话，难道你真的没有话题要和我讲吗？从你的眼睛我可以看到你对我这个朋友的热晴已经消 失。。。。。。你到底想要怎样，要我怎么做你才会甘心？全世界最厉害的就是你，什么都是你讲完，别人没得讲。从来不顾别人的感受，但你在讲话的时候已经不 知不觉伤害到我的心，你的话太刺，就好像长满刺的玫瑰。浑身都是刺，一点都不想靠近你。。。。。。强逼的手段，冷漠的态度，都是刺的话，懒惰的性格，没为 前途想的人，只会花钱的人，我真的不知道还可以讲什么。。。。。。我可以感觉到我的处境已经逼近到悬崖，无路可退！

gastric

before go school drink a cup of warm water,but when reached school my stomach very very very pain,really curious la.i also dont know what happened on me.hinz.....and i can feel my 'neighbour' in class dont want to talk to me,like im a horror girl.i hate it!when i heard they are talking about travel to genting,i had a strong feeling telling me go but i have been go genting for many times edy n need to pay myself for all those expensive things..im poor now so im not going anywhere travel or go out lim-teh with friends anymore.i want to save a lot of money to go Melaka for half months and Ipoh half months when end of the year.

t + v

while my brother and sister are watching cantonese film,my father suddenlt say'you want to improve your english dont watch cantonese film,this type of film dont bring you anything'.then he turn the channel to animal planet.lol first time i see my father take action....

result

omg my result so poor!haiz.....because lazy to study,deserve it!this time result not forever,i will study hard,buy book and do many many exercise,i want to win back my result!i dont want to be so poor!start from now im going to do many exercise n pay 100% attention at school n tuition.believe me,next exam my result will be good!im not say saying,im going to do!

sad day

my sisters going back to Melaka tonight,missing them the next second.so i accompany them go out,go eat,call them fetch me go anywhere i want,i try to keep all those memories in my brain.now,their leaving suddenly make me very lonely and sad.every second think of their leaving my tears going down.....(no use right?)my little sister cried loud because she cant see them,that second really make me sad too.now im starting to wait for another holiday,waiting them to come back again.....hope them well.this two weeks holiday really meaningful for me,i love it even though i didn't go travel.next month i must go Pahang with my friends because i dont want to be a bird which lock in the cage,spiritual freedom!

'rojak'

holiday is going to march to the second week.everybody will say oh no....i hate it.please dont hate because holiday just give u change to relax n work only,u will feel boring someday.so say oh yes when school reopen because u can see the person u like but u dont want to let them know,gossip with ur special geng,eating in the class,playing non-stop n BREAKING SCHOOL RULES.wah!syok betul.now im free n very happy for everything.i need to face problem which is not happen on me,but i believe direct shipping to the natural bridge.everything will be ok automatically.few days ago i just found a game-pet society because i saw my sister played so i follow.really fun for me as a beginner......next week im going to genting n ipoh with my lovely family.i love them much everyday.maybe our family will take family photo by dressing wedding goun n coat n make up!this is the one i expect for a long long time!i want to show my special family photo to all of my friend.my tattoo is gone so im going to make a new one,dont say me nyek la because i really like tattoo ma.hehe.someday i believe i will make a real tattoo with my parents permission on my body.i wan to make a beautiful rose on my behind.great right?come on let's do it.after graduat,im going to dye my hair into a blue colour,pretty n special right?no one will have it!haha.im not siao lang ok?

what are u going to do after graduat?im the one who must be in the cooking school!i loves food much better than anyone!i loves the way they bake cakes n cookies.put ur heart on my shoulder,i will make a yummy dish for you.hehe.is late now,im going to sleep.....zzzzzzzz

holiday~

holiday for wat?for relaxing?travel?sleeping?playing?or do nothing at home?everything i can do but i still feel very boring...haiz.now my sister already came back,got people teman me edy.hehe.now no more cash on hand edy,my father also din give me any money.......finally today can online because of the suck connection,really drives me nuts!and my lovely speaker is here again!but i have to face a problem soon because everybody is going to use computer.so im going to book,hehe.Yesterday i was abetting my little sister to pull my brother's tower when he was bathing but till the half we were caught!my brother splash water on us.omg my shirt half wet but the little sister still dry!i really not willing to this consequences.so, i do it again.when i walk slowly but i didnt regoznice my brother is watching at me.then he take the shower n pointed at me.shit!wet again......stupid.