i hate 'elephant'

i really hate elephant because it hurt me deeply.i feel very angry now.they let my hand blue black n my face got a long long 'line'.see how fierce they are!that night i go cc with chee hui.before go cc he drives me to a malay stall to eat.yummy!very nice!really full!after that we go cc.he teach me how to play highstreet5,hey im not outdate la only this thing i dont know how its function.fun!then after 2 hours we are going back.omg is raining now!lol riding motocycle in the rain.yeng!chee hui say he very cold because of the wind n rain.luckily im not cold because chee hui sit in front n he block the wind.hehe.good!many things im want thank him n one thing i want to say is chee hui not my boyfriend because i know whoever read this will think of that!zzz......shit my computer's connection got problem.cant online for few days until my sister come back.miss them a lot!

my blue-black

saturday is a happy day

today i wake up with a tired body,dont know why.when tuition with norma,she mark our exercise book.when until half she ask yong ping what is the meaning of 'semak',then she read out the sentence yong ping made "semua pelajar semak semasa guru mengajar".lol.i think yong ping really dont know what 'semak' means.then second person,chun guan norma asked what is the meaning of 'semak'.after that she walk to chun guan n tell the meaning of 'semak'.she said 'semak' is all u can see the grass outside my house then she asked us in chinese 'semak' how to pronouce.we said 草丛,then norma said ya, is 小丛!ogm really make me laugh out loud.Everybody dono laugh like wat......n i can see teacher feel ashamed because we laugh at her.hahaha.tonight i have another tuition again with LLF in physic subject.when lay yan come,i can see her hand is holding a plastic which is full of junk food like wang wang biscuit,rocky and chocolate.wow i like it!she gave me three wang wang biscuit,i love it,she gave me chocolate,Yes!i can eat chocolate.really thanks lay yan for all those junk food because i really desperate them for a long time but no money n dont wan to buy because no money n waste money.hehehe.when the tuition end,shiphei ask me to switch off the light because today is the last day to tuition.so, i did it!i RAN!because scare to let people know is my work.hahaha.when i ran i can hear lay yan's shouting is the loudest.hahaha.

happy n tension

today our exam subject is biology 1 n biology 2.1st teacher in charge is our moral teacher,-'ana'.when not enough question paper then he went out to take question paper.then everybody say 'faster!wat is the answer of question no.1?open the book n FIND!quickly!and then after 6 minutes,somebody say teacher is climbing the stairs,faster!5,4,3,2,1 the teacher walk in to the classroom.haiz still cant find the answer.everybody feel very tension because the teacher keep watching at us with his sharp eyes!looks like eagle lah.how to open the book n see n ask answer from 'neighbour'?!after that come a mm teacher.when she come in just say jangan bercakap.lol.when i take paper from kok hao tat time,i though she didnt see because somebody asking her question but after tat she come toward me n stand between me n kok hao n looking at me!i dont dare to see at her a.after she standing there for almost 5 minutes,then walk to her right.after bell ring,we pass up the answer paper.Then chee huey say cham liao this time,kena caught.he said when he want to keep the note after seeing but he didnt see the teacher watching at him.the teacher straight away take his answer paper n write something on it.so chee huey go n find our biology teacher to miligate.our biology teacher-Siti Asma is a very good teacher.she say want to giv 0 marks n dimerit but chee huey still dont wan.he dont wan get 0 marks n dont wan get dimerit because very embarrase if get dimerit as a prefect.chossy betul,this dont wan that dont want.when in the class,i take a cake knife from cheng chui n act as a killer.haha im going to kill lay yan because last time she killed me.hehehehehe.lay yan im coming.die u this time!i chase her until at stairs.unfortunately a teacher walk by,we need to stop for a while.after the teacher went away,we fight for a while.at last lay yan got the knife from me!haiyoz y i so cha one.then lay yan chase me.omg im become the one who get chase.turn turn turn n turn around the desk,ran to the front door n back door.then at last ran to the stairs again.i call her do not come over here,dont come!then she say i wan!i im coming.at the end,me the previous 5 minutes killer get killed by the new killer with the help of win hao.Geram betul ni...

after recess we sit for biology paper 2.teacher in charge is our biology teacher-Siti Asma.jing xiong n win hao go toilet dont know for how long then come back.when win hao come back i can see his answer paper is full!lol i noe wat he done.when Siti go n check his paper,i think there is a lot of flaws because in his paper some answer not his handwriting n teacher already guess it right who cheated.all of us open the book n see when student purposely go n ask teacher any question.all of us exchange answer!hehe.the last 15 minutes i open the biology textbook n copy answer.wow,really a long answer copy till my hand looks like machine.lol.bad n no heart hor.everybody is like tat........ really stimulating.haha

same day again

早上起来一看，11点半了，没想到睡到酱迟，没关系还可以吃早餐，没想一看，看到我最不想吃到的早餐-roti canai.要命lo,难道不能买别的东西给我吃meh!不用紧，我等着吃午餐，吃更好的。接下来去补习，自从sandra没补后，我觉得瞒孤单一下的因为诗雯一直和巧雯讲话，只好一个人。我总觉得他好像把我当配角，需要时才上场。我才不要，真的忍很久了，也难怪很多人不怎么喜欢他。做朋友当然不能只顾一边，当然是两边一起顾啊，真自私啊这样的人。忍多一下吧，或许会有另一个人正在等着我还有只剩一年补习，加油！一回到家，一直咳嗽不停，很辛苦一下的le。现在已想到要去补LLF的习，瞒高兴一下，不知道为什么。最近钱用得特别快，要怪就怪自己受不了'猪'朋'狗'友的诱惑，整天叫我出去，很笨一下的lo。

boring~

a wonderful morning which i sleep without any noice which disturb me.i think if somebody making any noice when im sleeping,he or she will be shout when i do something on them.wake up,eat n then bath.sometimes i really lazy to go library because go there nothing to do n waste petrol.haiz.....when i go in the library,i can see the new ppl in charge,a fat girl is sitting n pasting some books.i noe is her bacause of her body size,hehe.i waited tan x mong to come,she giv me 'aeroplane',wat the hell.i really dont have mood to study lah.sometimes i reall dont wan to study hard for exam,is making me stressful.i dont like this feeling.tonight my brother going to play final round of badminton competiiton.be4 he go,i tell him him wont get 1st.he said if he get 1st i have to treat him famous amous.lol.stupid.i can noe the result before he go n fight.hahaha 2nd place again.dont know y when he go competiton,mz be get 2nd,dont know how many times edy.kia~kia~tak apalah,yang kalah ialah dia,bukan saya.ku tak perlu risau akan perkara macam ni.....going to teacher's day soon,but im not going to school to celebrate because im not going to stand for a long time n do nothing at there,wasting my time.yeah i got 3 days holiday again.i going to sleeo till wake up which is not because of any noice.i hate friday lah,nothing to do n jz can watch tv,online n do housework.miss my sister lah,hope they all faster come back,i wan pakat wif them to bully my brother.actually bully brother is very syok.remember try if you got the chance!sure thank me tat time.hahaha.

exam day

wednesday day was the day third day of our exam.do u believe tat day we only have one subject,tat is sejarah paper 2.when i see the question,really shock because the question tat i never thought will come out.my godness!of course la after exam everybody must be going home because only one subject which end at 11 o clock.everybody go back, but im thinking of so fast go home for wat?study?sleep again?lol i know i wont do tat.so i stay at school to play.while playing till half,somebody say headmaster is coming,oh!1st he talk nonsence ,2nd he tick our name, 3rd he told us tomorow he will praise 4 hormat because non of them go back.Rubbish!of after tat continue playing,till half Chritstine come n say we all need to go down to take a video for teacher's day.wat the hell,we are the kalefe .haiz stand there dont know how much time n the sun is so hot n big!suffer la.ok when tat over,we continue to play.suddenly jing xiong n crystal argue.i never heard be4 crystal voice which is so loud.omg everybody is shock with her voice.when she cant tahan edy she walk out from class.when she pass by sinyi,she scold n say,laugh laugh laugh,wat thing so funny!then u can see sinyi face become very very black n stand at the door there n say,did i did anything wrong to you?!i think crystal is going to be crazy because jing xiong's word is so sharp

有痛有苦

有时做人觉得很辛苦，宁愿做动物，可是想一下若做动物又会命短。没病没痛是假的，其实这些都是因果，要一个人不做坏事有点难可是不做不怎么严重的坏事，一次就够了不多，可以为生活增添多一点的精彩和快乐。是没错，人是不能做坏事，但只要不会伤害他人就可以啦。你看看，循规蹈矩的学生哪个是生活中有过刺激的经历，例如 翘课，迟进班，给老师骂。试试看，看是否过瘾。不做功课一次又何妨？让自己轻松一下没关系，从坏事可吸收好的经验，当然不是叫你为了经验就去做坏事。

既然生病就要马上去医，即使是癌症也要勇敢地去面对虽然你知道是绝症，一定死，可是至少你为自己的生命加油。虽然说不能医可是可以预防啊，对自己的身体关心一下很辛苦吗？保养啊，运动啊，养生啊 为自己延长一下寿命，能活多久就多久，不要说越活越久就是在痛苦。我相信若你严重的生病，一定会放弃！学会体会正为病魔打斗的人，那份坚强，那么你的生命存在价值是值得的。

烦恼是没有用的，只要去努力过可是也没结果那就要相信船到桥头自然直。试试看，没试过又怎么知道不会成功呢。加油吧，不要想去实行某样事情的时候就退缩，那永远不会成功，不会实现！敢敢去做，给自己多一份胆量。

当你该决定你以后的前途要怎么走时不要做眼前该做的事，同时也要去努力。中四时就想清楚，你以后想做些什么工作，你的目标是什么，不要麻木的去读你以后不会用到的科目。

travel

Wednesday,tuition in the school but nothing to do,just sit around wif friend n keep gossiping.all 'sampak po'n 'sampak gong'.chee hui say holiday wan go awana kijal?everybody say WAN but i say dont wan.y?am i not one of their gang?am i the person who dont dare to travel wif friends?nononono,i like to travel wif them.example: 8 of us go genting,geng right?we laugh we play we eat we sleep all are sweet memories.actually my pocket is kosong now n still now is debtor of my brother.no money how to go?tell me?have to use so much money to travel wif friend,i dont want to use my money la.wad?call father give money to me?lol.my father is a selfish man.He only give '鸡水酱多' how to survive ha........i went to Melaka for almost one month he also only gave me 3 hundred,little lah.that 3 hundred plus my money really not enough for me to go Melaka n Ipoh.haiz nvm thats over.

中一我认识了他。
中二是普通朋友。
中三关系变得暧昧。
那中四呢一半的感觉叫我向前一步，另一半的感觉叫我不要对他有任何的想法，不要想看见他可是和他在同一个blok，不要想想念他，不要想跟他讲任何的话。我很想不想这些东西可是每个早上去学校的时候都想和他一起走进学校因为看见不是男等人就是反过来每次看见都很妒嫉。不能不能，理智告诉我即使我想他也不一定想。他又不是很帅可是为什么会喜欢他真的是很奇怪，接触又不多，所以我每次都说服我自己喜欢他是因为受星座影响的关系。有一点逃避现实.......
其实不一定要认定他一个，因为我才十六岁，这么年轻怎能这么快就认定他是我的一生中要得人呢，所不定有更好的人正在等着我。哈哈。拍拖？暂时不适合我吧，太小了。很想不想这些东西可是身边接触的人都这样，怎么办难道特地去撞车使自己失去记忆吧。别傻了，他出校过后一定不记得他的。哈哈。很合理吧，他只是生命中的过客罢了，都不重要.......
别为他烦恼了，现在最重要的是钱，没钱是万万不能的。有爱情可是没面包，等死吧！

happy campur sad

this morning i thought i can eat wantan mee but the shop closed!shit!i wan eat lah.nvm i wait for next week.when mm period before reccess tat teacher very bad.when the bell ring she thought nothing happen,owei let kah man have to wait me for 5 minutes,paiseh lah.ok nvm at least i have time to eat.stupid low x hao n chong x chin absent,left me n chee x only.boring lah.ok nvm we will have our new game today called 'adult not at home,come n take photo'.everybody play until like gila orang.like cheiw x she act dono which pose not included in the game.funny lah.everybody laugh laugh laugh n laugh all because of her.huan our student exchange from argentina laugh too.then wei yan going to challenge us but she lose too.huan is u!come n challenge us but he dont dare la.haiz.so we change another game-spicy spicy sushi.whose group lose have to punish.my group is jing xiong jiayi n me n our enermy group is chee hui suet li n cheng chui.oh final round 4 vs 4.ganjeong tat time but when jiayi say 5,5 people are standing!omg my gropu lost liao la.........fortunately only have to say i love you to our chemistry teacher.good luck to me.hehe.left few days to exam liao la i hvt study leh.if i dont study then my chemistry,physic,biology,mt,mm n sejarah will fail!no more hope liao la.......good leh if i have memory card,can memorise all the subject no need worry.haizzzzzz.few days ago i had been beat by mother by belt,curious is it big enough edy still get beat.i think i can proud of my attitude now because i didn't argue back n just defend myself.she just keep scolding n beating me until she enough n last she kick my norma log book which is on the floor.tat day i never eat for whole day till next day,n tat day i never feel hungry,weird hor?i also dont know y......till now i hvt talk to her.........few days ago i got selesema n afterward sore throat.scare this is the tanda of swine flu lah.the most worse is now sexy voice back again!sometimes i cant talk loudly,cant shout,sometimes talk without sound.they all call me SEXY VOICE.....haiz dono which day my voice will come back again.pray for me bah!pray!yesterday i watched a vampire movie which acted by Tom Cruise.OMG HE IS HANDSOME NOT HANDSOME IS VERY VERY HANDSOME n his acting very pro.i almost fall in love with him.hahahahahaha.but the one thing sad is i had to watch this movie without sound because speaker spoilt edy.i wan cry edy la,computer no sound for 2 months edy la.....help......help.......anyone sell ur speaker to me,i want the speaker sound effect hear like in disco one,dont have nvm la.

Omg exam......

Pancaragam is back from Shanghai!Our friend sook yie one of pancaragam bought sweet for us!really nice taste la but i only eat one,weird......Our headmaster say form 4 student will be exam at 11 of May!too fast already n all of us thought is 18.so how i hvt ready for exam leh.......This afternoon we go out from school to buy food.While waiting one malay form 1 boy ask me ur tattoo is sticker or real one?my eyes look at him but didnt say anything.hahaha the boy feel shy n jz straight go away.kia~kia~hope afterward wont rain because im going to yoga by 11 bus la.....kolian me la.dont know why the yoga center always sent msg to me n call me,scare me dont wan to pay or wat ha,im not that kind of person lah.for almost 2 week edy din go yoga n because of this i feel very scare.lolz.i like this gang,play 'hunter n bear','dare' all those stupid games,but really enjoy.laugh laugh n laugh.....my sound had change!sexy voice again.with this voice i can shout n talk loudly lah.suffering...