超神准

昨天去算扑克牌.一开始的时候他就说我想要买东西,wakau我现在真的想买东西可是就是还买不到....一切种种都超准不由得我不信....正中红心!明天要回家了很不想因为要开学了,压力就随之一来.....

人生最难受的日子

没想到兜兜转转还是回到这一天.第一次已经经历过非常讨厌aunty的日子没想到今天再来一次...看来我讨厌aunty的程度已经非常严重...这些八婆只会兴灾乐祸又不会看人家的脸色,那张嘴巴不饶人,你不饶人我也不差,你还没见识到没台下的滋味.看来明天就是你们这些aunty没脸的日子....火滚!!!亲戚照样没情讲不管你是哪一方,就是要给我没脸....没钱了还要用拉杂手段

真的是第一次

為何是第一次呢?答案就是第一次在去怡保的時候暴胎, 衰到...... 更死的是全車都是女人而且路上是很少車經過那種.我还以为要等很久才会有车经过.真的是皇天不负有心人终于有车经过那里懂他讲送货先,要命!!最后终于有车停下来帮忙.....换新的tayar到一半的时候果然下雨,更死的是换完过后竟然停雨!天啊!你是不是在整蠱我们......历经千山万水终于在5点多抵达我最鐘意的城市....休息后晚上就去然后去吃芽菜鸡....一回到家就看见从日本回来的表哥坐在那边玩电脑,我一句他就让给我...哈哈..太好了!冲凉出来就看到他拿着酒杯喝红酒...wah 好享受呀!怎知道一坐在电脑前面他就过来引诱我喝红酒...过分!他明知道我,老妈子,老豆和二姐都是酒鬼,知道我一定喝...忍不住喝了几口肚子就开始有燃烧的感觉...真的是.....好才我家最'纯真'的小妹妹没被那个衰鬼影响不然4岁的女孩肯定醉.....喝酒伤身体呀可是就是好喝嘛...我妈刚刚还喝了半杯红酒....一个个都是酒鬼....没话讲....

通宵

昨晚跟姐姐和姐姐的朋友去clubbing。我们去一个叫pure bar的地方。一去到那边就叫酒喝，我也不知道是喝什么酒，只知道必须参水喝。我那杯喝起来甜甜的，蛮好喝。过了不久两位男生和1位女生就过来，oh原来是shadow的朋友。疯狂直到3点多也就是关店的时候就出附近的茶餐厅吃和喝点东西。一般人围坐在一张大桌子每个人的目光都投射在shadow和二姐身上因为他们正在发酒疯，胡言乱语。真是的！凉茶的味道给那两个讲到有蟑螂的味道，不好喝.....最衰的是Zero因为他一直被那两个发酒疯的女人赏巴掌，还好是轻轻地巴不然肯定够力。吃完了就载kelly回家然后就去海边。路途真遥远啊！走到一半要上厕所，后面跟着两辆车，一辆是伊朗人另一辆是二姐朋友的车。我竟然在厕所傍边发现一只黑猫。哈哈哈。我那双穿着高跟鞋非常痒的脚忍不住一直捉弄那只猫，真可怜！上完厕所又继续上路。走到一半又将肚子饿，好才有seven-eleven，有停下车买食物。真好不用出钱因为有伊朗人这个有钱人。真的是爽到......

终于在5点多抵达klebang的海边。玩，玩，玩然后就坐下来谈天。哇！真舒服因为Amin很贴心的拿报纸给我们扑在海滩上坐。竟然有猫的出现！天啊！我最讨厌猫的。。。还以为他不会过来我这边，结果竟然乘我不注意的时候走过来。吓到我马上拿报纸死命的打他。那个伊朗人说我好像在打一个被捉到在我背后偷女人的男朋友。天啊！没天理。。。。大概在差不多接近7点的时候我们就开车去吃早餐。yeah！点心！一边吃 ，一边乱。真没想到那两个伊朗人也会吃点心，厉害！最后吃完早餐就要回家了。8点多酱早回家做么，当然是睡觉啦！我还记得想伊朗人说再见的时候，我说“bye bye uncle"。又笑了....一回到家第一件做的事是卸妆然后换衣，睡觉！哪里知道一睡就睡到下午6点才起来。玩通宵就是这样，够力！真的很高兴认识到Zero,Iris,Kelly,Nicholas,Amin和另一个伊朗人，不过我不清楚他叫什么名....

你的前途

剩下一年我就要毕业了。很多人毕业后还会继续升学但是有些成绩不好的学生就必须出外打工或者有些继续帮父母打工。从小到大父母都教导我们要努力赚钱才能找到一份薪水高的工作。天啊这种想法已经落伍了。各位想一想倘若你们没工作时钱还会继续来吗？没错，没工作这段期间你可以依靠父母或你之前领的薪水，我告诉你这些钱最多只能让你耐3或4个月。那你的那些积蓄用完了怎么办？又继续打工吗？看一看你们的父母他们为了孩子们的生活拼命的赚钱结果换来的是健康严重受损，一副苍老的样子，苦恼钱的日子......每个人的愿望就是去环游世界当然父母也不例外！只有创业才能获得财富的自由，生活上的自由，拥有很完美的家庭及健康的体魄！别告诉我你的父母没因为工作而受伤，生病，吵架，烦恼！我所谓的创业就是.......卖个关子，等你想通了这些道理再来找我。当然我所指的绝对不是开店做生意，那是亏本生意！我发誓你一定会来找我因为当你在工作时，重复做着一样的东西有一天一定会厌倦！这些都关系着现在的你，以后的你及将来的你！

吃

自从我来马六甲就迷上了某样食物，那就是面粉糕。面粉糕出炉时金银剔透，咬劲十足，吃了简直可以飞天。差不多每一晚3姐一定带我去那边吃面分糕。就好像今天的晚餐是云吞面可是还是会很想念面粉糕所以他刚才就驾motor出去买而我就叫他买burger给我吃因为burger的香味简直让我提抗不了，太香了。尤其是black pepper special，好吃无比。今晚我是别想要早睡.....

my Melacca day

Today is the 12th day i stay at Melacca,quite fantastic my life is..i really like it.shopping....working....relaxing....enjoying....what a wonderful life because im no need go n worry about housework!!!!i have freedom here....last Friday my sister's friend came to Melacca n sleep with us,shopping with us and laugh with us....One of her friend call ah Yee.she is a great girl because she has the power to make us laugh non-stop....only 1 sentence my sister n i laugh non-stop....laugh continue 3 days really makes me happy....28th November i have go to work...selling prepaid per day 50 for 5.30 hours.At there i makes new friends and 1 god brother,really unfortunately coz my god brother is 20 something years old now but he has a very childish attitude....play a fool with him until i feel tired...yesterday shopping for whole day until my back pain n feel sleepy because 2 days ago 4.37am just sleep then 11 something in the morning wake up,really not enough sleep...2 days ago my sister,yk quite unlucky because she had got 4 bird shit..wakiakiakia~expecially when she wore white pant,one of the bird shit drop on her buttock... yesterday 5 of us eat thousands layer of cheese cake,they order 4 favour n 1 small dish..wow!delicious!go n try on at Dataran Pahlawan,opposite Oldtown restaurant.. the most important is i bought 2 packet of tattoo at Jonker Walk for 5 dolar..haha..nobody is going to stop mefrom buying this!and in Dataran Pahlawan have a shop which is sell all things from Japan and all cost 5 dolar only....omg....i believe tat when jing xiong n crystal go there sure crazy....a job 70 dolar per day is waiting for me....yeah!!!

时间过得真快

不用转眼睛就11月了，真的是很快。年头的时候在想年尾的发展。一切如愿！就在今晚我要搭巴士去马六甲咯，很高兴！各位乡亲父老无须挂念在下因为在下将在12月10号就回来了。到时候ah Vian和ah Teng 你们俩是逃不出在下的手掌心啦。哈哈哈。终于可以暂时脱离火海可是在下即将面对的是更够力的海在马六甲海峡。Vian，你是不是很期待去运动呢？不用讲一定是。古语有云“一天一次运动能驱走医生 ”，赞成吧^_-.

Great friday

Wake up in the morning and go KB....quite tired for me because slept at 1 o clock morning.My parents brought me to a temple to consult sifu.Wah the sifu really great.By seeing my birth day n zodiac,he knew everything.My temper,attitude.....n the most important thing is i'll be rich and strong woman.hahaha.And i will get high job and going to fly everywhere to complete my jobs.By doing that i will be more successful.Wow!Awesome....dont think he is a liar,he's not because he say everything happen on me.Quasi!!!!

new phone

Aino!Aino!Aino!

Expensive.....RM1000++how could i afford this?i cant....but i love this so much....today at school play beat hand with Kah Man.Both of us beat until hands red n laugh until tears.Jia yi and Chaio Voon also laugh....We laugh non-stop and is fun today!

over

finally the exam had over n some of the marks had given today.i dont feel sad or dispointed to my marks because i do it all by myself.I see some of them every paper copy other's answer nd get high mark.i can see them are not that happy with their marks because they aren't do it by themselves......low marks is not everything.it could not let my money less,is it?it would not let me get more money....just see

new style

Jeans + leggings = jeggings.他的特点是什么？

第一：不是任何size的jeans都可作变奏或拼奏，而jeggings就类近skinny jeans,必定以窄出发。

第二：传统的skinny jeans,若没有长脚瘦腿，一般lady都难以将双腿一伸入内，甚或显得局促。而jeggings由于弹性较强，有延展性，贴身程度又与skinny jeans不相伯仲，所以lady不用再死撑才能穿上，舒适无比

第三：jeggings可使用多种质地和不同素材，皮革，喱士都可以，但绝不如jeggings,拉得太“紧 ”时会显得透薄见肉。

第四：爱jeans裤一族，原因是穿久了的jeans会随自身形而变化，拥有独家shape的jeans，但jeggings因有弹性，故未能得到这种效果。

第五：jeggings裤头不一定是有如jean最多时分大，中，小码，为有腰围尺码之分。

first time

i heard my brother asked Melody to repeat mouse ten times then she said mouse ten times, mouse ten times, mouse ten times....wakaka really stupid.after monday i will be free,haha no need go to school.kia~kia~

nervous....furious....active fast...

finally the big day has come!i'm ready for it.haha.looks cool i am in this situation but actually im just fooling around....few days ago happen many many things that really made me upset and im gonna explode...big head!now im recover!im good~hey exam is saying Hi~so wat!thats only a part of my form 4 life,not really important.what i want is my dream come true,that is have a sport car and travel without worries about money and safety.yes everybody do like but they just say on mouth n just think and they dont dare to make it true.im gonna make it true in 5 years.few hours later is the big day,but im still full...just finish eating korean maggie.Roy and me both ate 1 packet.lol...how good our appetite are.i try before to force myself not to thinking about that maggie but i really attracted by the taste....god!my weight is going down last week but this week must be rise up much!!!big fat girl.....SIT UP LATER!!!today i read the notes which given by Norma.wow!really shock!my eyes were popping out!cool man one essay takes long time to read...Man you are driving me nuts...On 15 between 18 im going to Melaka till 5 Nov and going for a trip the next day until 10th.hahaha.then continue back Ipoh with my family by car.look!how wonderful my holidays are!is better than last year.Roy,i know you are jealousing on me but you cant follow..save your pocket~tomorow whats is going to happen nobody knows but the control is on your hand...just do it ~

停不了

它一直流，一直流，流不停。我没办法阻止，但却没发出声音。问号！！我的心在此刻破裂得厉害，黏也黏不回来，怎么补也补不回来。。。你知道何谓心疼吗？心痛吗?我很怕，很怕那个洞会补不回来。怎么办？！他告诉我会有奇迹，会雨过天晴，可是事情不是这么简单因为那位夫妇不明白孩子的立场，他们永远不会站在孩子的立场帮他们想一想，真气人。。。

Undang Day

昨晚一直都睡不着因为明天要去听undang，生平第一次耶，瞒紧张的。今天6。40就自动起身了。还没7点，uncle Frankie就打来了，结果在我家集合然后由uncle Frankie赖在我们。当慧娴来的时候真的是吓坏我了因为他竟然穿没领的衣服。好才我有多余的不然就等着看着办。车终于来了，来在我们的竟然是他的老婆，而旁边坐着一位姓马的帅哥，可惜他是姓马的不让我一定上！哈哈！讲笑的。。。等，等，等，5分钟过去了慧娴马上打电话给筱晶，还好他的家靠近而且他正在过来。然后就到欣怡了。过了20分钟他终于抵达可是那Daniel呢？居然没人联络他。。。。好才他及时赶到。一班人马上路咯。没想到开车的时候意想不到的事情居然发生。那就是欣怡和Daniel居然没穿有领的衣服。天啊！Daniel更糟糕，他全身上下都不合格。好才他的店就在附近。而欣怡呢只好借Daniel的衣服来穿。哈哈。那件衣服后面写着“地球也有帮不了忙的时候”太经典了吧！Daniel穿的竟然是专门去宴会的衣服，没办法咯只剩那一件。当Daniel丛店里出来时，竟穿着拖鞋。我的妈呀！他又急急忙忙地跑去换双运动鞋。终于，可以去Bitara啦。有筱晶的存在一定有笑话，他借着欣怡和Daniel的丑事加以发挥然后变成笑话。全车的人都一直在笑，uncle Frankie 的老婆听了也忍不住笑。看！筱晶简直可以去当笑话王了啦。我多么怕赶不上报名的时间呢。。。好在，抵达时还没开。Uncle Frankie 向我们收钱时，欣怡竟然破天荒全身上下只带100块。天啊！第一天就多灾多难。他只好向筱晶和Daniel借钱。好丢脸呀....8.45我们就去办手续。当每个人都签名的时候，轮到欣怡时，那位官员居然叫他等一下。只有欣怡和Daniel同一间dewan而我们全部就在dewan A。可怜呀因为他们的讲官都是迟放学生的。下课休息的时候，我们几个把握时间拍照。居然有几位姓马的人一直盯着我们拍照的情形，天啊难道他们没看过人家拍照吗?简直像三八老。。。在dewan听课时，我一直听到筱晶开糖果来吃的声音，好尴尬呀！终于在4，45被释放出来了。我等这一刻等到好久呀。在回的路途中，我们一路讲笑一路回，连uncle Frankie听了也跟着一起笑。真的是太好笑了。。。非常值得回忆的一天，好不舍得。。。。

good day

A very good friday....listening to my lovely idol's song-Mariah Carey.Mariah,you really drives me crazy...the whole album make me good.yesterday watch a film which is about 2 women are getting married and all those fight between them even though both of them are best friend..did housework all day long very makes me tired,lucky my sister gave me a hand.exam is coming soon..nervous?afraid?hardworking?i cant feel because i dont care n mind..

my birthday

Last saturday was my birthday.that night when my mohter open the box my cake bent left.....zhadao!my sister say she will bring my to amyway and choose anything i want but only one item.hehe.she help me choose one essential

new

this morning my class have pj.so we were playing basketball.5 vs 5 but at the end my team lost...sad....left two goal...exam left 14 days and im still not scare because wont drop class anymore.hahaha.my another co-worker is going to study but im not going to care about it because im busy.lol.

happy

yeah my birthday is coming soon...next thursday my sister come back n celebrate my birthday on saturday.hehe....this is the first time she celebrate with me after 3 years.haha...

after rebonding....

After rebonding,some of my friend said that i looks like queen of Egypt.ohh really??so do u want to take photo with Egyption queen who is very fashion because have tattoo on her right hand?if u do then change money to token,im ready to take photo with u...haha...u can see my assistant,Mr LEE X X sitting at counter there...any information just ask from him..:p.dont miss it or else u will be regret....dont know why proud of this...haha...tonight my co-worker going to kl to continue study at university....oh i'll miss him..haha..yesterday we had dinner at TTC.i stayed there for only 50 minutes then Cedric came here n fetch me to tuition together.haha...actually this was the first time i went to tuition without bringing any books n pencil box...just walk in by handing my wallet n handphone....kia~kia~i miss my sister a lot n lucky she will be back next week...oh yeah!im late to school today.why?because i want to skip PJ this subject,every girl need to wear t-shirt n tracksuit...oh sorry i hate tracksuit!its sticky when sweat...lucky there was no teahcer in 4 beta so i stayed there after the bell ring because my class was having History period.lol....

cheap!

Do u believe or not straighten hair only cost 75 dolar.it is profesional barber leh....unbelieveable....so im going to straighten my hair once in my life time.another new hair style going to change.hehe.

my working days

last friday i started working at shoes shop which call Karim.im nervous for the 1st day haha.i remembered that i did the first thing is cleaning the department.lol the next thing learnt to serve customer....i knew some new boys who call zhen wen, ming jie n jabet n a girl call yun zhen.they are cute.haha.very happy...In my working days im not tired because half play half work with pui mang they all.we all really had fun while that time.i remembered i off the light when pui li is in the toilet.hahahaha.i burst out laugh n told everyone.everybody was laughing including bos.haha but the next one is me.i get rid of her but still have to pee in the toilet in the dark.what the hell she is....today im still missing all those sweet memories.my feeling cant describe by words...u know.photo coming up next... the love cacat left head....

wat kind of flower cheng chui did?
(all white)

bad day

since few days ago my computer connection had problem until today.i dont know when is it going to repair or wat.....im 'hunger' for online so much....no online no nice day!i thought i could live my life without online but i cant!i wan to watch HK film!!!!holiday is coming soon!wooyeah!im going to Ipoh n shopping.hehe.Yesterday a man off my tv when the movie left 15 minutes !the most exciting part going to show but he scolded me not to watch cantonese film,at least watch NG or hokkien!those are not chinese too.i knew all that language so let me choose my channel .pls....u bought tv but u dont let me watch n u say thats just for you to watch football so wat for u buy others channel!asshole.....i really angry today because my brother go cc without telling me n i told my mother stop me at the shop but she stop me at others ....terpaksa go anothers cc myself!

happy

Finally open school but i didnt attend because Monday is public holiday so just holiday till Monday la.Sunday go school for wat?sleep pulok...yesterday my sister sent me 5 clip about AMYWAY.The speaker really geng!He has the potensi....i laugh n laugh.....He talks about health and life n product.

my 'wonderful 'holiday

Saturday i asked job.
Sunday i worked.First day im strange.
Monday i worked.Super boring.
Tuesday i worked.It's ok because i went to my friend's house n gossip and i turn the radio to english fm.Oh....finally i can listen english word.
Wednesday i dont know how would it happen.....
Conclusion these days are boring!!!!
i have been tought before want to change another higher pay job but i received my mother advice.Another sad things,im be the mosquitoes's food.i think im tasty for them.....

'lim-teh'

i phoned my father at 1.05pm but he arrived at 2.10pm.i have been waiting him for 1 hour,u can imagine how patient me are...wei mong come after 15 minutes so we went lim teh at Uncle Chua.Two super gossip girl sitting there n sharing one big bowl of ABC n keep gossiping.haha.finally reload just now...oh 10 dolar flies....

english film

i have been watching english film 1 hour ago.same words they said like asshole,fuck...for them are normal but for us are vulgar.i think if i used all those word my friends my family going to set off me...hahaha.high tea tomorow~~

my first time

oh today my class have 21 student before 9 o clock,but after 9 o clock all went back.aiyo~make me no mood nia....when 12 o clock i curi curi go back.hahaha.first time ponteng sekolah.really fun!yesterday i found a blog which is writing about Twilight!omg....the background...the picture.....the video.....so i have an idea is.......im going to be follower of this blog.hehehehe.

sucks computer....i switch on the computer but the screen din responed...zzz.second time i on the computer again,play not over 15 minutes the screen gone black!omg.....

sexy

Omg one more time i see him,i can feel that he is more sexy than i think.no wonder Ah Mong Mong fall in love with him,beh guai la.....when look him at 50 degree,omg he is sexy man!i like the way he wear earings,the eyes when he fall in love with a woman.....

shocked

i just received a bad new...it is sad.A form 3 student got H1NI this virus!ouc.......im gonna wear mask to school,im gonna crazy.....the world end soon.it ends faster than im think.i receive message from my dearly friend she told me she is not going to school tomorow n so all my friend.lol.one of my friend,wei mong she ajak me lets not go to school tomorow!omgness......im not going to school for 2 days,my father gonna blame me but my mother dont mind.haha.actually i feel sad too because i cant meet him.His face,his eyes and his back.....

To whom break up at this time

-If You Really Love Something Set It Free.
-If It Comes Back It's Yours,
-If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be.
-Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do.
-Love is never lost.
-If not reciprocated,it will flow back and soften and purify the heart.
-Forget the time she walked by,
-Forget the times he made you cry,
-Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same.
-Forget the times he held your hand,
-Forget the sweet things if you can,
-Forget the times & Don't pretend,
-Remember now he's just your friend.
Sometimes it's hard to love someone because you're so afraid of losing them

dont cry ever~~

ponteng day

Today some of my friend go TER n some of my classmate din attend to school included me too.haha.i think nearly half of the class...Wei Mong fall in love with Lee Jun Ki!She crazy with him now.....actually her love sign same with my previous sign.haha.i had bought Lee Jun Ki cup n his necklace at Korea only.....i remembered i ask my mother to give me some money to buy his shirt but my mother deny...sad lah!The cup i have used for two years n so he's not my worship star anymore....haha.The virus had trasmit to her.kia~kia~

hatred

i have great breakfast n great time before afternoon but after afternoon the situation changed a lot.So it started when i go to Norma tuiton.Sit beside me is a girl call Chiou Ping and then is Sze Wern n Chiou Voon.Today Chiou Voon did not come to tuition because nobody can fetch her so Sze Wern call Chiou Ping to sit her right side.What the hell she is!I think she porposely want me be alone.Sometimes im pity her because her making friends style had let many people quite aversion of it.lets see how poor is her popularity.first she is the one who always find her 'standby' friend to talk when her best friend is not there.Second when her best friend not there nobody going to talk to her.How pityful she is......Third you can see she only with one friend in n out whenever they go.Come on changed your making friends style!Dont let everybody aversion of it.

Tomorow going to start again from bloody Sunday.The lame assembly n the sucks teacher n headmaster.i dont know why the headmaster likes to talk more longer about the previous problem which teacher had mentioned.He's crazy....Im going to have a boring day tomorow but Monday im free because Martin has cancelled the tuition.hehe.

Today my mother introduced me a part time work which work in her friend's husband shop.Just do some trivial matters for 6 days maybe the pay will be 2 hundred.Sounds good!but i scare it would just a hope,not real.....im going to meet him start from tomorow...is quite bored.

great morning

i never thought that i will wake up when it is 12 in the afternoon.is late...i think i had sleep for 12 hours start from today 12am to 12pm.hahaha.this is the best morning which i love.In library wei mong told me again she was touched when she see my blog which is talking about me n that guy.Gossip again in the library.hehe.library start using computer system this month,good lah not need mark down the details by using hands.lazy man....tonight my school have 'Wei Sin's Night',the ticket cost 20 doalr because have 19 presentation n 1 dolar for the rented chair.what the hell....

有时偶尔会想起和他的事情不过那些都是几年前的事情。说真的有一点怀念。我问过我自己什么是喜欢可是回答不出。然后我就问Cedric，他给我的答案我很满意可是我就是不想承认喜欢他。可能是喜欢的还不够深吧因为我不相信学校里的爱情能天长地久也没有安全感。

love is a force

-If I know what love is, it is because of you.

-You know you truly love someone when everyday you meet islike the first time you fall in love.

-You're always there when I close my eyes.

-You give me something no one else can,a reason to live.

-Touch my mind and I will think of you... touch my heart and I will never forget you.

-When we get close, I want you to know that I get all weak and want to hold you forever.

-I love when my heart smiles, but the best of all, it smiles because of you.

-I never knew what love was all about until I started looking to you; no one ever tried to tell or show me, so I finally figured it out for myself. What you need is someone who without you can't breathe.

-Meeting you was fate,becoming your friend was a choice, falling in love with you was beyond my control.When you finally find someone who you want to spend the rest of your life with, you want the rest of your life to start right away.

-You're the reason I believe in loveand you're the answer to myprayers from up above. All we need is just the two of us,my dreams came true because of you

-Love is giving someone the ability to destroy you, but trusting them not to

-I wish I could be your tear drops,for what more could anyone askfor then to be conceived in your heart,born in your eyes, live on yourcheeks, and die on your lips
Because the distance between us is so great,my arms cannot reach you, but because my love for you is just as great,my heart does

失眠

差 不多每一晚，我都会失眠。躺在床上即使闭上了眼睛我都睡不着。脑子都会想着有的没的，很辛苦。我都快受不了了。已经躺在床上两个小时了我却睡不着，不知 道怎么了头脑一直会想着某些不想看到的映像。在最巅峰的时刻，我只好做腹放。吸气的时候，肚子胀到最满；吐气时腹部收缩。半个小时后我才能安详地入眠。

情绪上的爆发都会在做瑜伽的时候释放出来。啊！舒服多了。恼人的事情都抛于脑后。

那个性感的眼神和行为让我为之疯狂。当然我也学会让自己的魅力提升。怎么个提升？当然有我自个儿方法嘛。

昨天我坐在扶梯上，摇着脚，嚷嚷地一直说好累好累，好想回家。看向左边时，我看见他那一班的朋友，没看到他的出现所以我不加以多想，可是他们经过时竟然有他的出现。好意外呀！那个时候我正说着明天不去学校了，我想他应该会听见吧。

我已经精疲力尽了，无力再干些什么。对于人生我还存于一些冲劲可是....我多么想喝醉呀因为可以让我更容易入眠也让我的人生添加一点情趣。这样我的行为举止会更大胆一些....
我半醉时和一个小男生拍的照片。别怀疑，他不是我的男友

new feeling

i just watch a bridemaid movie.its' very touching and great.She has been bridemaid for 27 times!the 28th she married of course with the one who she loved.Is very derseve for me to waste time on watching this movie and i learnt many english word which i dont know.is good....is good...

today do nothing at school but only have two period biology class.boring~9 am we are the only class go Jabatan Kimia for 100th annivesary.hahaha.Teng said she was jealous...lolz.i met him in my class and on the staircase.Is suprising me n im happy of this.

this afternoon my mother fetched me go to the shop for requesting job.Bloody shit the bos's wife rejected.What the hell she said im not enough age n need wait until 18 years old.18 years old?!im not at KT this small town,im at Malacca working with high payment.You think im rare to work for you?You block my earn's way,thats no way to forgive you.

Im not attend school tomorow because i love home.yucks!is that truth?exactly!Im the one who in charge in doing all housework.is good...because can burn fat.so that the reason why i eat a lot still remain the same size.quiet proud of this lar...these few days im missing mei chin but she's coming back after fews day.

My result is poor.So im trying hard to solve this problem but i cant.Anybody can be strict on this to me.Im finding this person hardly.I thinked before asking the help of the that guy but im not courage enough and i dont have chance to talk to him.Maybe i need to wait for next year because he is sitting SPM this year,im scaring of he cant pay full attention on his studies.I dont want to be the one who destroy his success on studies.lol.You will think that im considerate to him?lol.i also dont know the answer...find youself...

dam it

On sunday the first two period is physic subject.Sometimes i really lazy to go lab because a lot of mosquitoe and is quite far for me....By not wasting the time i brought my book to the lab.When i read till half the teacher is coming!1 2 3 i quickly throw my book down to the floor.i thought the teacher wont see it but....my friend said i can pass to others but i dont.When MT class i got permission from sir Lim and find the bloody teacher.While walking my friend asked me to turn back because the teacher was behind us and she is laughing!Absolutely she is laughing at me because she knew im going to please her.lol.im not courage enough to face the teacher....Everytime i find her she would laugh at me.Im looks like a fool who fooling by the teacher.A doll?!Finally i found her.She is sitting in front of the laptop.while im pleasing her i can see her lip bent....forbearance.i gave her my promise that no more next time or else she can tear my book!i bet her wont do it because the book is too thick for her to tear.hahaha.

oral!

what is going now?oral test?omg!i havent prepare yet.At last minutes,hui xian and me sing when u say nothing at all.i remembered when im singing my heart beat faster n my leg is shaking!just shake a bit lar....im scare u know...
that's amazing how you can write through my heart,
without saying a word u can light up the dark.
try as i may
i cant never explain
what im hear if you dont say a thing
the smile on your face
let me know that you need me
that's the truth in your eyes
saying you never leave me
the touch of your hand
says you catch me wherever i fai
you say the best
when you say nothing at all
all day long i can hear people talking out loud
but when you hold me near
you drown out the crowd
try as they may they would never define
what been heard is your heart and mine....

holiday soon!

i like holidays!He likes holiday!She likes holiday!We like....holiday!holiday means work!i gonna work for the whole week for earning tat 100++ dolar,a bit not worth la because my sister work in pc fair for 3 days got RM300.wow great!my sister said work in Malacca for one month the payment already is 1000++ unfortunately i havent 17 years old.i want to buy skinny jeans,shirt,Kenny Roger's muffin,treat my sister go Korean house,tattoos and high heels shoes!that's all?not just half of my list.haha.yeaterday i make a new tattoo on my left hand.cool man!i love it. wild rose...as wild as me.haha.im not animal

laugh

i like to laugh.i means laugh very loud n non stop.i like tat feeling.it makes me be stronger to face my problems.

当我看见他的出现时，我的心不由自主的紧张。不知道眼睛该看哪里，手摆哪里。有时和朋友看见它时，朋友都会暗示我而我却装傻。哈哈。看见他上线时很想去跟 他交谈可是我没那个胆，我怕他的回答会让我失望或者是会感到失望当他没回我时。很想和他当个经常会交谈或接触的朋友，我是不想只当朋友。我很贪心，我要得 更多。他会知道我要什么吗？我想不会吧因为我没告诉他.....

complicated

i want money!im poor now!my pocket money is kosong!the time is not belong to me now because it flies fast.im getting older n older n my school life getting shorter n shorter.haiz.....is not fix!im going to work for my holiday travel.im going to pay myself.haha this time i will go more places to travel so my money used up soon.....can anybody sponsor me?haha.left not much time now.....i cant believe it my biology get 50 marks!wooh......shock!

suprise

my sister tell me can fish watermelon fish,dogfish,banana fish,strawberry fish,apple fish and coconut fish in pet society.wah its' cute n nice.so i keep buying the food n fishing.when im using my second acount suddenly receive amanda's message she said can see my previous acount,that means my previous acount able to use already.wooyeah!

complicated

when i heard my friend say today dont have Martin tuition,i thought she is blafing me but it is real!haha i can stay at home for whole day....Wooo....i felt a little bit boring because nothing to do in four period which is no teacher again.lol.when recess i go n find my physic teacher.when i step into the room all of the teacher sitting there n eat include my physic teacher.at that time i straight away turn away n quickly go out.my friend say teacher laughing at me because she got my book....haiz.i wan read that book la bacause its interesting......the time goes slow....i waited the school bell to ring for a long long time.finally the last period but the teacher like to act dont know the bell ringing so i always late!but luckily my friend automatically greet the teacher.hahaha i can go fast....

really bad day

i had a very good morning but in the afternoon it gone bad.'elephant'eats my lunch.where is its mouth!so my lunch is bread....i did housework for whole day.wakao,tire leh.when Melody open the fridge then i see my lovely chocolate left half!who is that stupid fool stole my chocolate?tat time i cant believe that because of this small matter my tears come out.....im very angry of the thief.i created a new acount on facebook because of the previous acount is disabled.something wrong with tat.....im going to hide my chocolate somewhere now....

last exam day

today is thursday n i thursday because can rest.wake up this morning 5 .35a.m n go jog when 6.10.i jog until 6.30 then back home n rest after that prepare to go school.wah my mind very fresh n clear.feel so good~actually i hate every morning because of the boring assembly.....after that we go back class n wait the exam time reach.when i do physic paper till half,he n his friend passed my class.he cant see me because i sit beside the door n the door is hiding me.haiz disapointed a bit lar~when the mt paper all of us keep talking with the mt teacher because he is teacher in charge n is our friend's father.hehe.when the time left 10 minutes the situation more worse.we all walk to friend's place n copy the answer.the whole class did that!even though we play cheat but i think also wont pass the mt paper.....just now i try to sign in my facebook acount but cant.there write-acount disabled.bloody hell...my pet society already play for a long time n have some good result but now give me this problem!left 3 months i can see him.....

人家没说讨厌你可是你也可以感觉到可是你无法去阻止他去讨厌你。我自认现在在讲话方面很小心和处世方面也小心可是还是避免不了。哈哈。我学会了用乐观的态 度以及比以前更不勉强人。有时候发生某件让我生气的事时在下一秒我马上告诉自己不管怎样都要微笑。真的有效耶，之后我的心情变得很好也不受接下来发生的事 影响。是瞒有成就感的！一些人不想和我讲话那我就自己自动找别的事情做当作没这一回事。辛苦吗？当然不，因为我对每件事情都想通了。虽然面不可貌相可是相 处时可以感觉到他对你的想法。我很敏感吧.....

second exam day

Is tired to wake up in this morning,i hate because not enough sleep!today have BI,PM,BC,BL and MM exam .when BI paper i nearly dont know how to do the literature because i dont undetstand!when the last exam paper im glad because i can do.hahahaha.when i see my friend's paper some page are blank.i know they didnt study....i think tomorow's paper im going to die first because is chemistry and physic!how am i going to do....when the sejarah teacher be the teacher in charge my friend asking my question then suddenly he shout at us n call us sit down!shit!not only me the one who standing that time but he mentioned us!mek~mek~mek~i hate this calling.

放学的时候，我想和他一起走所以我站在那里等一下，看看是否后看见他的踪影。果然我看见他了，然后就赶快走过去。我看了他一眼别不敢再看因为我觉得不好意思。他故意放慢脚步可是我不想走那么快啦。铁门还好还没开所以我马上跑向惠梦因为不敢一个人面对着他。当我们渐渐走下坡时，惠梦故意往他的方向推我一把，还好我既是发觉不然可惨了。我没那么笨吧。我相信下一次我一定勇敢去跟上他的脚步。总有一天吧......

衰事

this morning i really feel tired n dont want go to school but i need to go.first thing happened,wei mong take a bag for me which is belong to my sister.then i waited mei chin to come.she walk very slow la n when we go down to the 'tapak perhimpunan'the prefect said that we are late have to stand there.shit!luckily they gave chance.....then after going back to class is having sportcheck again.omgness!i thought the bag wont 'kena rampas'but the prefect said yes.......luckily she didnt take the bag away,my heart suddenly pump blood back.then the last period is caught small pig's period.everybody know she always let student back late.unfortunately when the bell rang she cant hear..haiz i think im going to let my mother scold because she waited me for so long.when i rush out from the class i can see my mother's car not there already!luckily i met joyce.she helped me to ask the aunt whether got pass Grammar?i saw she knod her head.wow!no need to walk back n have car to fetch me.thank you joyce!

exam week

exam this tuesday but i dont care n just keep talking in the class with friend.one of my friend say my blog very ‘gan dong',haha but i dont think so because of those of my words.really suprised today our school came 3 'ang mo',hehe.now only i know that the new student is leng cai than our class one,lol i wan change lar.he has blue eyes and thick eye brown.i very happy when tat time i with my friend play a fool at cantin.hahaha.i really laugh until cant breath....and today i speak english with my little friend,hui xian.lol she's agreement really out of my mind.i really have a nice day today n after came back from yoga i feel my back is pain....when i need you just close my love and im with you...

a very good saturday

i love to wake up late in the morning.hehe.the air feel fresh n clean.kia~kia~go to tuition like normal and watch tv but i din study.lol.lazy girl....

free time

wake up in the morning sure walk to the computer n switch on the switch.hahaha.i borrow 6 books from MCA library.some are talking about love n some are talking about ways to become pretty and jokes.i really scare i can read finish them because the exam is coming soon.about 5 days more for me to prepare.haiz.i do not study but when think of exam i feel stressful!when i go down stairs n see left,i saw my friends.i know they go 'lim-teh',leisure betul nih.i think im going to play cheat when exam this time because im not ready for it....

thursday

today i didnt attend to school because im tired n longing to wake up late.haha.lazy right?i remembered when my father open the door n ask me to wake up n say why din go school?i said stomach pain.hahaha.i lied....after wake up straight away switch on the computer and watch HK film.haha.nice!do housework n mt work for half day n watch tv again.thursday 9pm show Magic's Secret Revealed on channel AXN.cool man!really excited for it.i found my sister have left the eye lotion.the eye lotion is for lightening under eye circle.hehe.i going to fight for it for 6 weeks.hope it works!

tahan

我的班是全form 4最肮脏的班。丢脸死了。。。因为这样下课的时候就必须在班里打扫。11点下课，11。15却可以去食堂吃东西了，好快呀。当我正走去食堂的时候，他正站 在食堂门口。我知道他正看着我可是我不敢再去多想。买了食物就坐下来吃。只剩10分钟巡差员就进来赶学生回班。直到我吃剩半个云吞时，他正在看着我，多不 好意思呀。这样的情况让我没胃口吃下去，只好倒掉。我很喜欢他注视着我，我也喜欢注视着他。我可以感觉到不管我走到哪里，他的眼睛都跟随着我。我感受到他 对我的存在感是瞒在意的。可是我偏偏喜欢。当我走到楼梯时，他故意加快脚步和我一起上楼，心里有点儿高兴和紧张。可是放学的时候我却在他走之前就和朋友走 了。回头看了一眼，心里掩着失望感走下坡。我不知道这一切该形容成什么可是我依然坚决。

有时我感到很矛盾因为看报纸时会提到怒气和伤心是必须表达或发泄出来的，可是一旦发泄周围的人都不好受那我该怎么办？好辛苦呀。上了form 4我才发现到家里是我的避风港。我越来越喜欢呆在家里的感觉，很舒适又没压力。今天去瑜伽舒缓了我在学校的压力也让我变得更清爽。哪知瑜伽过后竟然下起雨 来，倒霉死了。我只好硬着头皮走在雨中。好在雨下得不是很大不然我可辛苦了。为什么不打电话叫父母来载我？那是因为身无分文以及没带手提。。。没关系一切 都是意外

trip

last friday we went to ipoh,is really fun!sunday we went to langkawi.wow takes 4 hours from ipoh to kedah and then sit ship to Langkawi.
New Frontiers 6!cool man!this is the ship we sit to langkawi















when reach there we rented a car.














when we start the car engine then petrol light is RED.omg need to put petrol.haiz....after eating we ask the hawker where is the petrol station.after 15 minutes finally reach.then we went to Underwater World.is quite far la.we got the wrong road!wasting time.....finally asking a shopkeeper then we got the right.it is big and raining tat time!here are the underwater animals..












chambered nautilus



























stone fish.weird....















sea cucumber.
when 6 clock we give back the car and sit ship go back to kedah















a mountain looks like a woman

happy

today is my group oral day.we are going to fight for our marks!we are the group 4 to perform,very nervous......before perfoming,my heart beat fast n my hands cold.after performing,i begin to swaet n hot!lol really a bit funny.all of them laugh n happy,me too.the full marks is 40 but all of us get 34,for me is high.haha.conclusion,we have a fun oral today.after schooling,when i step in the house my brother said tomorow we are going to Ipoh n then go Langkawi.WooYeah!Great!i going to buy chocolate,food,and many many things i want!im desperate!when i told my little friend,vivian her eyes become 'sphere'.haha.funny,i can see she draw 3 sraight line on her head.wakakaz~tomorow im going n monday just come back.hehe absent school for one day. i can imagine my friends are studying n suffering in school but i am enjoying.excited!

finally

im worry about many things this morning but now everything is settle.feel good......tomorow going to oral and im going to my best.add oil for myself.exam is coming soon,need to study and do more exercise.after yoga,i can feel that my muscle is stretching.

same

today at school i began to talk much....haha.after biology period,me n my 2 friend went to form 1 n 2 block to go toilet because my block toilet dont have water!hell.....when im in the toilet n my friends wait me outside.i heard somebody say my name but i dont know what are they talking about.when i come out,i see left side,my friend standing there then i see right side,my eyes pointed to a name tag which same name with me.absolutely same!omg!laugh immediately. one my friend told me when she is asking where is liting,then the girl who same name with me looked at her.they still dont know what had happen.hahaha.i knew somebody same full name with me last year but i havent seen her face.now i have seen.she is pretty than me leh and she is a prefect but im not prefect n pretty n im half bad student.hahaha.absolutely 2 girl with not same attitude,lol exactly....when the bell ring,i stand behind my friend to wait for the opening of the gate.the guy i like also stand in front of me but i try to stay normal.i know he could hear our conversation.im enjoying look at him and thinking of him only for every morning.lol.this afternoon while walking to tuition,my pencil box drop into the drain.what the hell!is dirty and ugly n smelly as shit!when tuition,my friend give me a lot of fun n joke.i feel good...we eat junk food together n 'sampak' together.kia~kia~one of my friend say hotlink user can sms 1 cent n talk for 12 cent.oh really very cheap!this make me change my mind from using digi .now im going to change new numbers .hehe

bad news!my sister have chicken pok when she is 20 something years old.i think she is suffering now, may god bless her.countdown 11 from now.....

'talk'

in my 16 years life,today is the least talk day.today i sit at my place and read my novel.i read that novel for whole day in school.i didnt gossip with my friend....u also feel curious,right?i also dont know the reason.nowadays i like to sit there alone to read my books.i lend those books from mca library really open my mind n make me more clear in thnking.feel good now.yeah!evrything seems ok now....

我想你们听一下我心里想什么

给我的朋友：

今天我想了又想，想跟你们讲些事情。当你们再说些要去travel的时候，我很想跟可是我不能因为我家里经济负担很重。我爸 爸已经老了，可是还要供我两个 姐姐，我还有我弟弟读书。还要在经济上对家人的付出，若我这个时候跟他讨钱，只会是一个不孝子。家人每个一年travel的次数都很少，自有我一个。他们 在为每样东西苦恼，只有我在快活，我很不忍心。当你们正在说要去和下午茶，我很想跟，可是我没钱。家里经济负担重，我又正在还债（欠弟弟），一个星期只有20令吉，在 学校省吃省喝，不多花费。当我想你们诉苦，你们却当我在讲笑。当一个人正在还债时，不会要任何的花费，而你却令我要花冤枉钱，所以当时我的心情非常得不 好，脸也非常地苦。你们非常不能体会我的感受和处境。还加盐加醋。我觉得你们当我是一个棋子，对吧？利用来利用去，尤其是卢国豪。没人想揭破他是因为不想 把关系弄得糟糕。我细心的观察每一位朋友对待每个人的态度，只有你让我觉得很讨厌。为什么你要利用你的朋友去达到你要的目的，这样的行为非常可恶。就好像 一个例子，在前几个星期你突然我想和我讲话，可是在英文节的时候，靖雄叫我去malam bakat 帮忙，当我在犹豫时，这时候你叫我去顺便叫淑欣和祖汶一起去。我知道你当时正在利用我陪你一起去因为你不想一个人。看！这不是利用叫什么？我问你，你当朋 友是什么？！当你的棋子吗？为什么不能用自己的能力去做某样事情，增加自己的自信心和魅力。你不需要这些东西因为你不用自己的能力去达到目的，而是去利用 朋友！我真心地去对待我个朋友，我会尽力地去帮你们。还有为什么做错事不敢承认，是因为怕挨骂对不对，这样的行为让人很不舒服。看了很想把眼睛挖下来。也 有一个例子，那一晚我们走路去打保龄球时，使你不小心踩到美珍的拖鞋破，你却不敢承认，这个机会让积辉帮你背黑窝。你已经16岁了，成熟一点好吗？有责任 感一点好吗？勇敢承认错误好吗？我会把他们名字写出来不是想唱衰他们是因为想告诉他们我要讲的是什么，我心里对他们的想法。当然为什么不当面说出来是因为 怕撕破脸。我不管他们又没有看我的blog，至少这样舒缓我的痛苦.......

new day

today absent at school.all the period very sienx and i feel angry when i see them!i do add maths and go yoga today.i feel fresh after yoga.its really good.im going to wake up early tomorow to fry chicken chop n make black pepper sauce.im going to bring to school to eat as my breakfast.only think of that i feel so good!hehe....please bless me can wake up early.....

坚信自己的观念

today,i see their side of false.i am chilled to the bone.......i cannot find the shoulder i can use.i wan to shout at them and say 'bloody hell!what you want me to do!can you stop hurting me?!i completely collapse.......they dont like to give and take.dont talk something shitty behind me,i knew it!is you!is you!take away your heart from me!your heart is nausea and disgussting!i hate it!obviously!absolutely!completely!what the hell!bullshit you!get away from me......you are vampire!you are ghost!get out from here!

两个自己

去补习或和朋友出门，我都站在镜子前面，很久，很久，衣服换了一套又一套，一直找不到适合自己的。最后，还是换了一件短裤和T-shirt。在学校，我很 难做自己，一旦做自己，别人无法忍受，所以只好多一个自己，是瞒辛苦的。我的啰嗦，自信，懒惰在学校完全看不到，只有另一面既能忍和烦恼才出现。我是那个 遇鬼说鬼话，与人说人话的人，只要话题不冷，我也可以插一脚，那个是第二个的我。其实的我非常冷漠，没自制的人。我很想做别人，他们的那份自在，让我妒 嫉。平时的妒忌心和非常自私的一面只会表露无疑在家人面前，他们能迁就我，能忍我，能关心我，能每天爱我多一点，朋友不能，以为他们只为自己想，对自己大 方。我渴望爱，我缺乏爱，不然我的心容易在刹那间出现裂痕。简单的一句温暖的话，能温暖我的心。我不需要甜言蜜语，我只需要直接的关心话。

感触

看太多太多的小说，朋友经历的爱情，某些韩国偶像剧，有很多很多的心得。中学时期的爱情不能长久，即使长久，出到社会时，有太多的诱惑，抵挡不着诱惑时， 感情就开始破裂。他们会想拍拖是因为看太多偶像剧，成人戏，小说及好奇。我爱你？这不是真真的爱，只是想学成人恋爱。其实，只能称得上喜欢，对吧。当受到 伤害时，才知道可怕。有些则大胆到竟敢偷藏禁果，我就知道是因为看太多的成人戏 。哈哈。说真的，我也想拍拖呀，可是不敢，又不知道对方的心意。不敢踏出第一步是怕受伤害，我凭着第六感也能感觉到对方也这样想，所以双方都没有进一步的 发展。很可笑耶。朋友问我喜欢的人是谁，帮我追他。哈哈哈，我真的没胆说出来，我怕说出来，全校都会知道，好丢脸呀。其实我心里也渴望着，但是没胆去行 动。一切都算了吧，他出校过后我应该是会把他忘了，免得朝思妄想耽误学业。明年应该真真的放下他了，在这样下去一定会崩溃。

迷失

我独自在黑夜里摸索，迷失了原有的方向，什么也找不到，很怕，很怕，很怕。刹那间，我看见一丝丝的光芒，就离我不远，追了上去。别走，让我站在你身边，让 我索取你的温暖，你的爱，你的关怀，你的一切。你却好像听不到，故意把耳朵藏起来，来把我推向最深处，那就好像一个无底洞，永远都逃不出来。是你让我有一 丝丝的希望，可是又是你把我最需要的希望给破坏，你可知道对我有多重要！黑夜里，看不见扶持，看不见热情，也看不见希望。你只会给我我不需要的东西，我要 的你却咬在嘴边，得意地向我示威。我不要！我不要！我不要！你让我觉得辛苦，痛苦。自卑，自愧，自我，自嘲，只有在黑夜里看到，其他的我却一点也看不 到。。。当 我伸出脚时，在下一秒又缩回去，我不知道脚下踏着是什么东西，我只知道害怕。犹豫，犹豫又犹豫，在黑夜里也找不到答案，答案到底在哪里？我很想知道。忍了 很久，很久，很久，眼泪终于很不睁气地滑了下来，没停过。用手去触摸地上，只有我知道是湿的，没有人愿意去触摸，他们不想，不敢，不要。一刀一刀地用力的 插下去，我的心破了，血没了，我的爱也没了。很想自救，很想求救，但是又有哪个人会经过这里。他们都自私地把心藏在地底的最深处，没人愿意分享。分一半给 我好吗，让我知道你，了解你，可是你说没这个需要。。。无言的我只好依然站在原地不动，不敢动，不愿动，不想动，不要动。动不了，我的手和脚，甚至心也被 梆着了，是谁，是谁把我梆着。挣扎，挣扎了很久，还是逃脱不了这个陷阱。我的心顿时感到很紧，紧紧地揪着，怎么办？怎么办？很无力，无奈，我用尽了一切还 是没办法。我的肩膀就快跨下来了，上面很重的物品把我压得喘不过气来，呼吸越来越沉重。那双脚不停地在跑道上奔驰，速度越来越慢，力气也慢慢地消耗完，我 知道总有一天一定会是这样。太辛苦了，太疲劳了，但是总停不下来因为前面的路没有尽头的。

big mistake

today wei mong fetch me go library because my parents went to sona.at there suddenly they talk about cuting hair on their own.i want to cut hair la but only want cut a little bit.if go saloon must be cost 4 or 5 dolar like that,expensive lar.after going back i take the scissor and cut my in front hair on my own.until half suddenly cut a little bit much already,so half short half long.hinz.......so i just can let me hair be oblique,i means 斜海 .hope my friend wont laugh n i am going to kill myself.....very scare if they thought ugly,i dont want ugly la.......

若即若离

前几个月，我搬出后面和你一起坐，原因是和欣怡的性格不和。相处几个月后，年中考试过后，你却对我冷漠，一句话都不想和我讲，十只手指都可数，到底发生什 么事情，你要以 这样的态度对我，我自认没做错什么事情。一句话都不想和我讲。。。。。这个问题困扰我很久很久很久，你好像一有机会就跑过位，和我一起坐很辛苦吗？我是怪 兽还是你对我有意见，每次都是我主动问你问题或者和你讲话，难道你真的没有话题要和我讲吗？从你的眼睛我可以看到你对我这个朋友的热晴已经消 失。。。。。。你到底想要怎样，要我怎么做你才会甘心？全世界最厉害的就是你，什么都是你讲完，别人没得讲。从来不顾别人的感受，但你在讲话的时候已经不 知不觉伤害到我的心，你的话太刺，就好像长满刺的玫瑰。浑身都是刺，一点都不想靠近你。。。。。。强逼的手段，冷漠的态度，都是刺的话，懒惰的性格，没为 前途想的人，只会花钱的人，我真的不知道还可以讲什么。。。。。。我可以感觉到我的处境已经逼近到悬崖，无路可退！

gastric

before go school drink a cup of warm water,but when reached school my stomach very very very pain,really curious la.i also dont know what happened on me.hinz.....and i can feel my 'neighbour' in class dont want to talk to me,like im a horror girl.i hate it!when i heard they are talking about travel to genting,i had a strong feeling telling me go but i have been go genting for many times edy n need to pay myself for all those expensive things..im poor now so im not going anywhere travel or go out lim-teh with friends anymore.i want to save a lot of money to go Melaka for half months and Ipoh half months when end of the year.

t + v

while my brother and sister are watching cantonese film,my father suddenlt say'you want to improve your english dont watch cantonese film,this type of film dont bring you anything'.then he turn the channel to animal planet.lol first time i see my father take action....

result

omg my result so poor!haiz.....because lazy to study,deserve it!this time result not forever,i will study hard,buy book and do many many exercise,i want to win back my result!i dont want to be so poor!start from now im going to do many exercise n pay 100% attention at school n tuition.believe me,next exam my result will be good!im not say saying,im going to do!

sad day

my sisters going back to Melaka tonight,missing them the next second.so i accompany them go out,go eat,call them fetch me go anywhere i want,i try to keep all those memories in my brain.now,their leaving suddenly make me very lonely and sad.every second think of their leaving my tears going down.....(no use right?)my little sister cried loud because she cant see them,that second really make me sad too.now im starting to wait for another holiday,waiting them to come back again.....hope them well.this two weeks holiday really meaningful for me,i love it even though i didn't go travel.next month i must go Pahang with my friends because i dont want to be a bird which lock in the cage,spiritual freedom!

'rojak'

holiday is going to march to the second week.everybody will say oh no....i hate it.please dont hate because holiday just give u change to relax n work only,u will feel boring someday.so say oh yes when school reopen because u can see the person u like but u dont want to let them know,gossip with ur special geng,eating in the class,playing non-stop n BREAKING SCHOOL RULES.wah!syok betul.now im free n very happy for everything.i need to face problem which is not happen on me,but i believe direct shipping to the natural bridge.everything will be ok automatically.few days ago i just found a game-pet society because i saw my sister played so i follow.really fun for me as a beginner......next week im going to genting n ipoh with my lovely family.i love them much everyday.maybe our family will take family photo by dressing wedding goun n coat n make up!this is the one i expect for a long long time!i want to show my special family photo to all of my friend.my tattoo is gone so im going to make a new one,dont say me nyek la because i really like tattoo ma.hehe.someday i believe i will make a real tattoo with my parents permission on my body.i wan to make a beautiful rose on my behind.great right?come on let's do it.after graduat,im going to dye my hair into a blue colour,pretty n special right?no one will have it!haha.im not siao lang ok?

what are u going to do after graduat?im the one who must be in the cooking school!i loves food much better than anyone!i loves the way they bake cakes n cookies.put ur heart on my shoulder,i will make a yummy dish for you.hehe.is late now,im going to sleep.....zzzzzzzz

holiday~

holiday for wat?for relaxing?travel?sleeping?playing?or do nothing at home?everything i can do but i still feel very boring...haiz.now my sister already came back,got people teman me edy.hehe.now no more cash on hand edy,my father also din give me any money.......finally today can online because of the suck connection,really drives me nuts!and my lovely speaker is here again!but i have to face a problem soon because everybody is going to use computer.so im going to book,hehe.Yesterday i was abetting my little sister to pull my brother's tower when he was bathing but till the half we were caught!my brother splash water on us.omg my shirt half wet but the little sister still dry!i really not willing to this consequences.so, i do it again.when i walk slowly but i didnt regoznice my brother is watching at me.then he take the shower n pointed at me.shit!wet again......stupid.

i hate 'elephant'

i really hate elephant because it hurt me deeply.i feel very angry now.they let my hand blue black n my face got a long long 'line'.see how fierce they are!that night i go cc with chee hui.before go cc he drives me to a malay stall to eat.yummy!very nice!really full!after that we go cc.he teach me how to play highstreet5,hey im not outdate la only this thing i dont know how its function.fun!then after 2 hours we are going back.omg is raining now!lol riding motocycle in the rain.yeng!chee hui say he very cold because of the wind n rain.luckily im not cold because chee hui sit in front n he block the wind.hehe.good!many things im want thank him n one thing i want to say is chee hui not my boyfriend because i know whoever read this will think of that!zzz......shit my computer's connection got problem.cant online for few days until my sister come back.miss them a lot!

my blue-black

saturday is a happy day

today i wake up with a tired body,dont know why.when tuition with norma,she mark our exercise book.when until half she ask yong ping what is the meaning of 'semak',then she read out the sentence yong ping made "semua pelajar semak semasa guru mengajar".lol.i think yong ping really dont know what 'semak' means.then second person,chun guan norma asked what is the meaning of 'semak'.after that she walk to chun guan n tell the meaning of 'semak'.she said 'semak' is all u can see the grass outside my house then she asked us in chinese 'semak' how to pronouce.we said 草丛,then norma said ya, is 小丛!ogm really make me laugh out loud.Everybody dono laugh like wat......n i can see teacher feel ashamed because we laugh at her.hahaha.tonight i have another tuition again with LLF in physic subject.when lay yan come,i can see her hand is holding a plastic which is full of junk food like wang wang biscuit,rocky and chocolate.wow i like it!she gave me three wang wang biscuit,i love it,she gave me chocolate,Yes!i can eat chocolate.really thanks lay yan for all those junk food because i really desperate them for a long time but no money n dont wan to buy because no money n waste money.hehehe.when the tuition end,shiphei ask me to switch off the light because today is the last day to tuition.so, i did it!i RAN!because scare to let people know is my work.hahaha.when i ran i can hear lay yan's shouting is the loudest.hahaha.

happy n tension

today our exam subject is biology 1 n biology 2.1st teacher in charge is our moral teacher,-'ana'.when not enough question paper then he went out to take question paper.then everybody say 'faster!wat is the answer of question no.1?open the book n FIND!quickly!and then after 6 minutes,somebody say teacher is climbing the stairs,faster!5,4,3,2,1 the teacher walk in to the classroom.haiz still cant find the answer.everybody feel very tension because the teacher keep watching at us with his sharp eyes!looks like eagle lah.how to open the book n see n ask answer from 'neighbour'?!after that come a mm teacher.when she come in just say jangan bercakap.lol.when i take paper from kok hao tat time,i though she didnt see because somebody asking her question but after tat she come toward me n stand between me n kok hao n looking at me!i dont dare to see at her a.after she standing there for almost 5 minutes,then walk to her right.after bell ring,we pass up the answer paper.Then chee huey say cham liao this time,kena caught.he said when he want to keep the note after seeing but he didnt see the teacher watching at him.the teacher straight away take his answer paper n write something on it.so chee huey go n find our biology teacher to miligate.our biology teacher-Siti Asma is a very good teacher.she say want to giv 0 marks n dimerit but chee huey still dont wan.he dont wan get 0 marks n dont wan get dimerit because very embarrase if get dimerit as a prefect.chossy betul,this dont wan that dont want.when in the class,i take a cake knife from cheng chui n act as a killer.haha im going to kill lay yan because last time she killed me.hehehehehe.lay yan im coming.die u this time!i chase her until at stairs.unfortunately a teacher walk by,we need to stop for a while.after the teacher went away,we fight for a while.at last lay yan got the knife from me!haiyoz y i so cha one.then lay yan chase me.omg im become the one who get chase.turn turn turn n turn around the desk,ran to the front door n back door.then at last ran to the stairs again.i call her do not come over here,dont come!then she say i wan!i im coming.at the end,me the previous 5 minutes killer get killed by the new killer with the help of win hao.Geram betul ni...

after recess we sit for biology paper 2.teacher in charge is our biology teacher-Siti Asma.jing xiong n win hao go toilet dont know for how long then come back.when win hao come back i can see his answer paper is full!lol i noe wat he done.when Siti go n check his paper,i think there is a lot of flaws because in his paper some answer not his handwriting n teacher already guess it right who cheated.all of us open the book n see when student purposely go n ask teacher any question.all of us exchange answer!hehe.the last 15 minutes i open the biology textbook n copy answer.wow,really a long answer copy till my hand looks like machine.lol.bad n no heart hor.everybody is like tat........ really stimulating.haha

same day again

早上起来一看，11点半了，没想到睡到酱迟，没关系还可以吃早餐，没想一看，看到我最不想吃到的早餐-roti canai.要命lo,难道不能买别的东西给我吃meh!不用紧，我等着吃午餐，吃更好的。接下来去补习，自从sandra没补后，我觉得瞒孤单一下的因为诗雯一直和巧雯讲话，只好一个人。我总觉得他好像把我当配角，需要时才上场。我才不要，真的忍很久了，也难怪很多人不怎么喜欢他。做朋友当然不能只顾一边，当然是两边一起顾啊，真自私啊这样的人。忍多一下吧，或许会有另一个人正在等着我还有只剩一年补习，加油！一回到家，一直咳嗽不停，很辛苦一下的le。现在已想到要去补LLF的习，瞒高兴一下，不知道为什么。最近钱用得特别快，要怪就怪自己受不了'猪'朋'狗'友的诱惑，整天叫我出去，很笨一下的lo。

boring~

a wonderful morning which i sleep without any noice which disturb me.i think if somebody making any noice when im sleeping,he or she will be shout when i do something on them.wake up,eat n then bath.sometimes i really lazy to go library because go there nothing to do n waste petrol.haiz.....when i go in the library,i can see the new ppl in charge,a fat girl is sitting n pasting some books.i noe is her bacause of her body size,hehe.i waited tan x mong to come,she giv me 'aeroplane',wat the hell.i really dont have mood to study lah.sometimes i reall dont wan to study hard for exam,is making me stressful.i dont like this feeling.tonight my brother going to play final round of badminton competiiton.be4 he go,i tell him him wont get 1st.he said if he get 1st i have to treat him famous amous.lol.stupid.i can noe the result before he go n fight.hahaha 2nd place again.dont know y when he go competiton,mz be get 2nd,dont know how many times edy.kia~kia~tak apalah,yang kalah ialah dia,bukan saya.ku tak perlu risau akan perkara macam ni.....going to teacher's day soon,but im not going to school to celebrate because im not going to stand for a long time n do nothing at there,wasting my time.yeah i got 3 days holiday again.i going to sleeo till wake up which is not because of any noice.i hate friday lah,nothing to do n jz can watch tv,online n do housework.miss my sister lah,hope they all faster come back,i wan pakat wif them to bully my brother.actually bully brother is very syok.remember try if you got the chance!sure thank me tat time.hahaha.

exam day

wednesday day was the day third day of our exam.do u believe tat day we only have one subject,tat is sejarah paper 2.when i see the question,really shock because the question tat i never thought will come out.my godness!of course la after exam everybody must be going home because only one subject which end at 11 o clock.everybody go back, but im thinking of so fast go home for wat?study?sleep again?lol i know i wont do tat.so i stay at school to play.while playing till half,somebody say headmaster is coming,oh!1st he talk nonsence ,2nd he tick our name, 3rd he told us tomorow he will praise 4 hormat because non of them go back.Rubbish!of after tat continue playing,till half Chritstine come n say we all need to go down to take a video for teacher's day.wat the hell,we are the kalefe .haiz stand there dont know how much time n the sun is so hot n big!suffer la.ok when tat over,we continue to play.suddenly jing xiong n crystal argue.i never heard be4 crystal voice which is so loud.omg everybody is shock with her voice.when she cant tahan edy she walk out from class.when she pass by sinyi,she scold n say,laugh laugh laugh,wat thing so funny!then u can see sinyi face become very very black n stand at the door there n say,did i did anything wrong to you?!i think crystal is going to be crazy because jing xiong's word is so sharp

有痛有苦

有时做人觉得很辛苦，宁愿做动物，可是想一下若做动物又会命短。没病没痛是假的，其实这些都是因果，要一个人不做坏事有点难可是不做不怎么严重的坏事，一次就够了不多，可以为生活增添多一点的精彩和快乐。是没错，人是不能做坏事，但只要不会伤害他人就可以啦。你看看，循规蹈矩的学生哪个是生活中有过刺激的经历，例如 翘课，迟进班，给老师骂。试试看，看是否过瘾。不做功课一次又何妨？让自己轻松一下没关系，从坏事可吸收好的经验，当然不是叫你为了经验就去做坏事。

既然生病就要马上去医，即使是癌症也要勇敢地去面对虽然你知道是绝症，一定死，可是至少你为自己的生命加油。虽然说不能医可是可以预防啊，对自己的身体关心一下很辛苦吗？保养啊，运动啊，养生啊 为自己延长一下寿命，能活多久就多久，不要说越活越久就是在痛苦。我相信若你严重的生病，一定会放弃！学会体会正为病魔打斗的人，那份坚强，那么你的生命存在价值是值得的。

烦恼是没有用的，只要去努力过可是也没结果那就要相信船到桥头自然直。试试看，没试过又怎么知道不会成功呢。加油吧，不要想去实行某样事情的时候就退缩，那永远不会成功，不会实现！敢敢去做，给自己多一份胆量。

当你该决定你以后的前途要怎么走时不要做眼前该做的事，同时也要去努力。中四时就想清楚，你以后想做些什么工作，你的目标是什么，不要麻木的去读你以后不会用到的科目。

travel

Wednesday,tuition in the school but nothing to do,just sit around wif friend n keep gossiping.all 'sampak po'n 'sampak gong'.chee hui say holiday wan go awana kijal?everybody say WAN but i say dont wan.y?am i not one of their gang?am i the person who dont dare to travel wif friends?nononono,i like to travel wif them.example: 8 of us go genting,geng right?we laugh we play we eat we sleep all are sweet memories.actually my pocket is kosong now n still now is debtor of my brother.no money how to go?tell me?have to use so much money to travel wif friend,i dont want to use my money la.wad?call father give money to me?lol.my father is a selfish man.He only give '鸡水酱多' how to survive ha........i went to Melaka for almost one month he also only gave me 3 hundred,little lah.that 3 hundred plus my money really not enough for me to go Melaka n Ipoh.haiz nvm thats over.

中一我认识了他。
中二是普通朋友。
中三关系变得暧昧。
那中四呢一半的感觉叫我向前一步，另一半的感觉叫我不要对他有任何的想法，不要想看见他可是和他在同一个blok，不要想想念他，不要想跟他讲任何的话。我很想不想这些东西可是每个早上去学校的时候都想和他一起走进学校因为看见不是男等人就是反过来每次看见都很妒嫉。不能不能，理智告诉我即使我想他也不一定想。他又不是很帅可是为什么会喜欢他真的是很奇怪，接触又不多，所以我每次都说服我自己喜欢他是因为受星座影响的关系。有一点逃避现实.......
其实不一定要认定他一个，因为我才十六岁，这么年轻怎能这么快就认定他是我的一生中要得人呢，所不定有更好的人正在等着我。哈哈。拍拖？暂时不适合我吧，太小了。很想不想这些东西可是身边接触的人都这样，怎么办难道特地去撞车使自己失去记忆吧。别傻了，他出校过后一定不记得他的。哈哈。很合理吧，他只是生命中的过客罢了，都不重要.......
别为他烦恼了，现在最重要的是钱，没钱是万万不能的。有爱情可是没面包，等死吧！

happy campur sad

this morning i thought i can eat wantan mee but the shop closed!shit!i wan eat lah.nvm i wait for next week.when mm period before reccess tat teacher very bad.when the bell ring she thought nothing happen,owei let kah man have to wait me for 5 minutes,paiseh lah.ok nvm at least i have time to eat.stupid low x hao n chong x chin absent,left me n chee x only.boring lah.ok nvm we will have our new game today called 'adult not at home,come n take photo'.everybody play until like gila orang.like cheiw x she act dono which pose not included in the game.funny lah.everybody laugh laugh laugh n laugh all because of her.huan our student exchange from argentina laugh too.then wei yan going to challenge us but she lose too.huan is u!come n challenge us but he dont dare la.haiz.so we change another game-spicy spicy sushi.whose group lose have to punish.my group is jing xiong jiayi n me n our enermy group is chee hui suet li n cheng chui.oh final round 4 vs 4.ganjeong tat time but when jiayi say 5,5 people are standing!omg my gropu lost liao la.........fortunately only have to say i love you to our chemistry teacher.good luck to me.hehe.left few days to exam liao la i hvt study leh.if i dont study then my chemistry,physic,biology,mt,mm n sejarah will fail!no more hope liao la.......good leh if i have memory card,can memorise all the subject no need worry.haizzzzzz.few days ago i had been beat by mother by belt,curious is it big enough edy still get beat.i think i can proud of my attitude now because i didn't argue back n just defend myself.she just keep scolding n beating me until she enough n last she kick my norma log book which is on the floor.tat day i never eat for whole day till next day,n tat day i never feel hungry,weird hor?i also dont know y......till now i hvt talk to her.........few days ago i got selesema n afterward sore throat.scare this is the tanda of swine flu lah.the most worse is now sexy voice back again!sometimes i cant talk loudly,cant shout,sometimes talk without sound.they all call me SEXY VOICE.....haiz dono which day my voice will come back again.pray for me bah!pray!yesterday i watched a vampire movie which acted by Tom Cruise.OMG HE IS HANDSOME NOT HANDSOME IS VERY VERY HANDSOME n his acting very pro.i almost fall in love with him.hahahahahaha.but the one thing sad is i had to watch this movie without sound because speaker spoilt edy.i wan cry edy la,computer no sound for 2 months edy la.....help......help.......anyone sell ur speaker to me,i want the speaker sound effect hear like in disco one,dont have nvm la.

Omg exam......

Pancaragam is back from Shanghai!Our friend sook yie one of pancaragam bought sweet for us!really nice taste la but i only eat one,weird......Our headmaster say form 4 student will be exam at 11 of May!too fast already n all of us thought is 18.so how i hvt ready for exam leh.......This afternoon we go out from school to buy food.While waiting one malay form 1 boy ask me ur tattoo is sticker or real one?my eyes look at him but didnt say anything.hahaha the boy feel shy n jz straight go away.kia~kia~hope afterward wont rain because im going to yoga by 11 bus la.....kolian me la.dont know why the yoga center always sent msg to me n call me,scare me dont wan to pay or wat ha,im not that kind of person lah.for almost 2 week edy din go yoga n because of this i feel very scare.lolz.i like this gang,play 'hunter n bear','dare' all those stupid games,but really enjoy.laugh laugh n laugh.....my sound had change!sexy voice again.with this voice i can shout n talk loudly lah.suffering...

catwalk

This morning at perhimpunan our teacher Goh Lee Siew very sui because no mic for her to talk.So she had to talk louder......When she ask boleh dengar tak?the student say boleh!But when another teacher say something n ask boleh dengar tak?the student say tak boleh!hahhaha.......this teacher ask twice time the student also say cannot!hahaha the teacher really no face.After tat we go back to the class n waiting for our bm oral.Wat!the teacher say have to hafal the WHOLE SINOPSIS,so much.because of this we have to delay till next week.after tat when i go out jz reach beta class,Jing Xiong call me to try his spagetti,ok i eat.when i jz put into my mouth then suddenly Jing Xiong say the teacher in the class are watching at us!Omg how?tat time i think whether wan bite the mee or not but at last i terpaksa suck the mee as fast as possible.After come back i don dare to walk cross beta class la,i really scare the teacher will call me out n punish me.So i RAN!Luckily the teacher didn't call me.So busy la have to finish sejarah n add maths exercise,help Jing Xiong washed his tupperware n find Miss Goh to sign!Climb the stairs up and down for almost 6 times a,tired n hot!when in the biology lab chee hui started to catwalk.While catwalk he was showing tat biology textbook have wat picture,really funny!then Jing Xiong carried chee huey,wah!Jing Xiong can carried a fat boy tat heavier than he,really suprising.Some period really boring lah ,dono wat to do........tuition again~

malu......

today at school after the bell ringing we are waiting for our burger but chee huey hvt come back yet,haiyo......we wait wait and wait,finally he is back!Yeah burger! burger!burger!When i started to eat one mouth i can hear chee huey say oh the teacher.Omg the pj teacher already come in......owei!she say do not eat in the class,i really not satisfied with the teacher,need to eat later!After recess,somebody say kimia teacher absent!Yeah our class will not have teacher until school finish,hehe..Then this is our play time now!
Me,Jing Xiong,Mei Chin,Cheiw May,Lay Yan and others are going to play truth or dare!The pen turn turn and turn.Stop!Everybody is looking at Pee,haha he chose dare.Everybody look at him when he is carrying jiayi with the chair.Wow!Everybody look at him when he is huging chee huey.Wakau gay lou!Everybody look at him when he is showing hercules poses!Cool man......Then the pen turn turn and turn and stop!The pen is pointing at me!Omg.....they want me say i love you to KONG WEI JIAN........10 9 8 7 i face to kong wei jian n say I LOVE YOU!Wow everybody shout.......malu lah say i love you to kong wei jian.i like to say i love you to leng cai la but he is not........Then is Lay Yan turn.She had to kiss with carol by mouth to mouth.When Lay Yan kiss her,she suddenly shout loudly.SHE GOT VERY FRIGHTENED!Ater that is Mei Chin,she had to pinch Chee huey face by USING TISSUE.hahaha.After playing i feel very sienz lah.So i started to decorate notice board.Really more beautiful at every second when i see.hehe.And after schooling i curi curi take my brother's biscuit and eat until finish.He though i dont know when he hide the biscuit.Stupid!

i hate prefect

Who ask you wear short stocking!See kena twice time,waste my pityful money!6 dolar a......each stocking where got so expensive!!my stocking which bought at ipoh also cheaper than 3 dolar.ish ish!i think im going to buy a stocking which long until my knee,i wan to see whether the prefect will catch me or not!hey,im wearing long stock,dont try to catch me! n i really hate them,because of them i have to rub off my tattoo!i really love tattoo!!!!!!!after go back class,i can see half of my classmate very scare because......THEY DIDN'T DO ADD MATH HOMEWORK!!!!!!padan muka :P. actually whoever din do add math homework have to squak down in front of everybody do finish their work.lucky today LBS let us go,if not.......

my new tatto!!!!!i really love it....

i miss......

3 person-low x hao,wee x ting n lim x xin have to walk to the beach.haiz the journey quiet long lah.On the journey lim x xin walk across 5 'triangle'.(if u walk across triangle that means you will bad luck)haha bad luck her this time!After meeting others then we started to eat.After eating we are going to BEACH FOR PLAYING WATER!!!play water means wet!everybody must wet!first we angkat our chemistry teacher to the SEA!but she still din wet coz she's wearing long jeans.aiyo......but we have second time again,ANGKAT CIKGU!but only little part of her jeans wet nia,really cha......then we played ourselves.
Below are the victims:
1.Carol kena split water and kena angkat to the sea!
2.Lay yan kena split water n kena angkat to the sea!
3.Chee hui kena split water n SAND n kena angkat to the sea!
4.Cheiw may the most,half of her body wet and the problem is.......she is wearing white shirt!
5.Shirreen kena spilt i can see her coulourful bra because........she is wearing white shirt too!
6.Eng xin not kena spilt.Her whole body wet is because of kok hao.kok hao curi curi splash water on her.haha
7.teck shen n vee chun really bad.they curi curi splash water on us when we are gambeng others. at last they also wet because finally also gambeng by us.haha padan muka.
8.me also kena split water when im thinking something.really frightened me.......kolian me my
bucktock all wet.........
9.very weird is kok hao never gambeng by us!i think he is wearing long jeans kua.......
-lay yan,carol,eng xin,cheiw may whole wet n they looks just bathing in the sea.N u can see vee chun's shirt can dialysis out much water.haha.See!their hair all wet n have water dropping.
i really love this afternoon but when i go back i see my leg n face is already black.

gila hao,sexy huey,wet may,happy chin,playful ting and diam diam yan

all of us are golden hens stand with one leg.Geng!

nice night again

Thursday when tutition till half,everybody was doing their work quickly.Suddenly thunder and after that the light clip clip and clip.Omg like this how to do work.......at time time ,'chicken king' ask norma:Cikgu,kamu pasti tak bayar bil elektrik.Norma say:mana ada,kamu pun belum bayar saya yuran........that night we went to the pesta buku.Wah really a lot of books,but very little people........after that,Yeah! pizza hut again.i waited for dont know how many hours the food still din come,so we wait because all of us want to eat the cheese breadstick.hehe.While waiting we played a call call 'ba4 xian1 guo4 hai3 bian4'wow very funny.lim x xin's pose ultraman,her hand bend to right then lau chee x say 'ba4 xian1 guo4 hai3 bian4'her hand beng to left.wahahahaha really funny,i think we laugh until everybody was watching over here,but we dont care just keep laughing.......this time i only paid for 5 dolar but i can eat pizza,sup,spagetti,and breadstick.Why?because have our secretary-lim x xin.i really like this night.....but next morning my family have to face a serious n big problem,i cant say n i feel very scare now and i cant contact both of my sister who at Melaka now!what the hell..............

Her embarasing night

That night we going to eat steambot but two restaurant already full,so we terpaksa go others place eat.Then we go bistro to have our dinner.Me ordered blackpaper chicken rice,Lim X Xin order sweet n sour chicken rice.Ratio of her chicken n rice very gou li but 2 naughty boys,Lau Chee x and Low X Hao had blaf to eat her chicken.haha.After eating,mz be go toilet right?Lim X Xin n Low X Hao go 2 toilet.After 5 minutes,only Low X Hao come back.Where is Lim X Xin?we ask.
After 5 second,somebody's phone rang,oh is Low X Hao!He laugh n tell us Lim X Xin dont dare to come out from toilet because when she go to toilet saw a man in the toilet n the toilet's door did not close.Omg!me,Wee x ting be the head to save Lim X Xin.Lim X Xin, come out! come out!we are here now,please open the door.that second she open the door,everybody laugh at her.
Conclusion: Lim X Xin had been skodeng a man in the toilet,SKODENG QUEEN!

真的很夠力

早上到學校卻想着幾時才放學，其實我真的不想去學校可是又怕被gantung..........最討厭上母豬的節，sipek sienz.不會教又做geng,好過去吃大便。其實4delta的老師真的有很多種，母豬，小豬，kambing,咸湿鱼..........(只有 norma最好)
我真的不明白为什么校长要重复之前老师讲的东西是不是怕没有话题讲，一讲就讲几十分钟越老越罗嗦，真的是利害，我都输给他。
其实我真的不想读书可是又被逼读，老师又不严所以自然会懒惰。我真的很喜欢懒惰，不用动有多好，浪费力气，可是又不想肥，真的很矛盾。
每次在kantin都吃一样的东西有2次吃到不熟的nugget,真的很想大aunty的儿子，每次煎到不熟！真的很衰........
我很喜欢去yoga因为可以变瘦可是每次都吃酱多怎样会瘦le..........我很喜欢吃可是又懒惰咬.........我好像记得有人讲我既然是酱好过不用做人......真的有一点赞成
有一次上sivik老师问我颈上那个是什么来的是不是tattoo，我跟他讲是护身符，他竟然相信，我没想到这个老师竟然这么笨相信我讲的话，真的是好笑。
那天下课过后是physic节结果还不下去在楼上弄人－joyce.想起来真的好笑。不知道那一个跟他借书结果给我们丢下楼，楼上整排form5看着，看着他怎样拿书结果手段拿不到去叫人帮忙拿真的是没有用。
上了from4竟然变坏学生。穿几短一下的袜子，身上有tattoo,在kantin吃东西结果成为最后，破记录有14个pengawas围着我们，真的很大牌，不过蛮过瘾一下的～

不讲了我要去睡觉。bye~

confilct

i really hate 16 for many reasons.first everything is strange,especially form 4 subject!actually i really lazy to learn new!my brain have to restart again!haiyoz!till now i still don't know whether wan change class or change ambition.Now i begin lazy as shit edy,lazy go to school,lazy out,even eat also lazy...........OMG lazy this bacteria going to spread all over my organ.lolz.if can i wan to be a mummy,that's good no need to move,even stand for long time leg also wont pain.hehe.what is the meaning of friends?!Can you treat one of ur gang like this?!bloody shit.......tunduk kepala when need me and kick me when I'm not use anymore!What u did i just keep quiet,act don't know,but when I'm wrong,u........really disappointed have a friend like you.

i think I'm a maid that work for free on every Friday.The oldest and youngest act as a princess and prince at home,me in the middle act as a poor cinderella.How dare you never help at all.Wait and see i will left home for one month again!help help help.....